Sewing! Im doing a new cosplay, Im so happy about it, and Im loving the skirt... There is too much work to do, and it should be ready in august 31!!
Clock is runniiiing ahhhhh
I will be online this weekend too, maybe sewing or maybe just having fun ☺️
I have been quite ill for 15 days, Im very sorry for my absence. I had acute gastroenteritis and spent several days without being able to eat, that makes my migrain worst and worst. And of course it made my body very weak, Im slowly recoveryng strong.
I lose some weight and migrain sometimes wanna kill me, thats isnt good for my depression... But your support makes it easy.
Thanks so much, to every one who hang out with me, send me a cheer up message, support me with tips, etc. You save my life every day 💚 and I hope all that blessed come back to you.
Im praying for be healthy tomorrow, but headache its still unbearable today.. so I can not make promises 🥲
I miss make content and chat and go online but I know I will be back soon
If u wonder were I has been 😅
I has been depressed and dancing and depressed and dancing again, funny dont u think that?
Some views! from the family walk and others that makes me happy.
I get crazy with a small butterfly! sorry the spam with it
and do u see that onions? I want have mine like these!!!!
My pets!!
they are healthy!
they enjoy the walk in family, take a "chapuzon" in the river and then get mad cause it was so cold jajajaja come to home tired but happy you can see that in their faces!
Sakura is already on the date of her vaccinations, I hope I can take her soon to that.
I'll start my spam talking about my garden!
I composted the lemon tree, and now one month after it have a lot of lemons!! and yes I done lemonade this days. Is amazing to have that tree, and also it has a cute nest of birds!!!
Im in love with my citron plant too, somedays I go to smell it just cause smell so good. Everyone needs a citron plant in their homes! Citron looks so healthy too.
Melissa and peppermint have fungi problems QnQ I need to solve it soon, but that teas are amazing too.
Tomatoes and onions grow up fast! need more space! but they looks so cute. that makes me so happy.
What do u think about my small garden? do u have a garden? Im excited to talk about it, cause people watch me like Im weird when I talk with my plants jejejeje
So, This past week I was on medication for my depression, it was horrible! discouragement, gastritis, nausea, headache, I felt like I was going to die. Today my body has adapted to the medication and I am beginning to resume a routine.
I am very sorry for my absence and hope to bring you new content tomorrow. Thanks for being here!
So, I walk 4 hours with my family today, just for join 5 minutes in the water cause it was too cold hahahhaha but do you see my smile? I was really happy
2023-07-02 23:54:47 +0000 UTC View Post
oh yes the crown is part of my body now
So here goes my diary for the past few days. Overall, everything is fine. I'm trying my best, and there aren't any really serious things to worry about. However, I'm dealing with a rather tough emotional time.
This year, I made a commitment to take better care of myself, which has led me to many medical and psychological appointments. This week, I also had an appointment with a psychiatrist. I've been diagnosed with moderate depression, which I have been struggling with since I was 7 years old or even younger. It's been tough to come to terms with it because I've always considered myself a very positive and happy person.
For the first time in my life, I'm feeling deeply sad. I think it's an emotion that I always suppressed, and now I feel the sadness of every sad thing I should have felt since my childhood. The process of healing and truly taking care of oneself sometimes feels like a setback, but I'm supposed to trust and let it flow.
Still, I deeply regret not being able to be the positive Rouz that always spreads joy everywhere. This also affects my stress because ultimately, my job is to make others happy, and with my spirits low, I can't achieve that. It becomes difficult to reach my goals, and I'm terrified of dealing with the upcoming bills.
I tell myself every morning and night that everything will be fine, but will it really be? Honestly, will anyone ever read this?
I don't know the answers to that, but I'm sure of one thing: I am persistent, persevering, and resilient. In a year, I will look back on this as one of those many challenging anecdotes that I have overcome, and perhaps, just like in 2019, I will do something brilliant with all of this
Ahhhhh do you know about the new Dreamworks movie? "Sirens and krakens" well I try to do a Chelsey Cosplay 🙈🙈🙈 do u like it?
2023-06-24 23:11:42 +0000 UTC View Post
ok I has been painfull cause my period is coming but is not here yet... it makes me mad and crazy xD buuut my plants are growing so well, Im happy cause of that.
Also I has been in so much meetings, like in this month everyone have projects and want me to join in it, that makes me feels proud but is a few tired too cause is hard for me to say "no" sometimes.
Im remaking my MFC SHARE profile and preparing my mind for what is coming ;:3
I send u a kiss and good energy!
Faces and a story for u! God I hope my english was better for make a video or something hajajaja but I need touse translate this time. Here we go:
Yesterday, I had a few cultural meetings. The first one was with a theater community. The leader of the theater organization was running late, so I had some time to go into an Oxxo store for a coffee. At a certain moment, I felt a chill down my spine, a sensation that I am very familiar with but haven't felt in years. I thought I had lost my keen intuition or "ultra instinct," as some of my acquaintances jokingly called it.
Following that sensation, I glanced in that direction and saw a motorcycle approaching. The man who got off the motorcycle started making hand signals to two other men who were in the park across from the Oxxo store. I must admit, I was standing near the entrance of the store with my phone in hand, making me an easy target for those "snatch and grab" robberies that are so common here.
Then, the same man from the motorcycle started approaching the store with his hand clenched, holding something shiny in it. I assumed it was a small knife. I reacted swiftly by putting my phone in my backpack and gripping the helmet of my motorcycle. When the man looked at me again through the glass door, I stared back at him with the helmet firmly in my hand, mustering a challenging gaze.
I believe my gaze managed to deter him because the man turned around and entered the store through the other street's entrance. He bought a beer and came out again. He exchanged signals with the other two men once more, and I saw them make a gesture that seemed to indicate a failure or cancellation. At that moment, he opened the trunk of the motorcycle he arrived on and let go of the shiny object I had seen earlier. It turned out to be a butcher knife, 30 cm or longer.
The men remained at that corner, and I was afraid to leave, so I took a detour through a street where they couldn't see me, even if it meant walking a longer distance. I couldn't shake off the feeling that they were definitely going to rob me, and I had sensed it all from the very beginning.
Im very gratefull and happy that my intuition backs to me in that moment and that Im safe and in home now.
Thanks if u read until end
And here some pics about me Happy!
Thanks for always support me
MY GARDEN!!
some curiosities of my new home, the neighbors are much kinder than the previous ones, they greet me when we m3et and they even welcomed me to the neighborhood.
everyone seems to like animals so they live by flattering mine!
My garden has a pine tree and a lemon tree, I plan to plant other things soon. My new home has an internal patio, some birds perch there to rest from their flight. I will put water and food for them.
I start to feels better or start to feels better xd
Some intravenous saline solution for get up my defenses and get hydrated ☺️
Also my room is almost ready 🥰🥰🥰
Everything is so fucking good! Im so excited and im wanting to showing all to you soon (I dont have internet yet xd, but tomorrow). Im so fucking happy!
Every bone in me hurt, Im so painfull yet. Never in my +20 moves I was that sick, so it has been mor slow than the usual ahahaha anyways its so funny ☺️
Im happy!
Ah yes, today I bought some things for start my own mmm mini farm (?) Tomatoes, and small plants, do you know? Xdxdxd I dont know the right words but thats a goal for me.
I will show u all the process
summary of yesterday
My cat was lost, I ran through all the streets looking for her while I felt that she was fainting from pain since I am still sick. I think I'm too crybaby, so I cried all day, I received the new house while crying thinking that one of my cats was missing.
After 10 pm I was still on the streets looking for the cat, so I found her!
you dont know how gratefull Im about found my cat!
Today is a moving day, Im taking everything in a box next pics will be in the new home. Do u will want a home tour?
And I've been away again, right? I'm sorry, apparently a virus has attacked me and my close people, we are all suffering from diarrhea, vomiting and weakness among other symptoms.
I'm being careful not to get dehydrated as I try to go ahead with the move. quite stressful!
I will be very grateful with your patience and with your stay here even if I am absent in content and others, thanks for be generous and kind.
See u when I feels better :*
xoxo
Dark pics about my pool day (others need to be edited cause there is too much people TnT)
2023-06-05 00:29:29 +0000 UTC View Post
I done this today (Im trying to found the best way to export too)
2023-05-31 18:59:17 +0000 UTC View Post
First pics with the professional cam, My pets are the most perfect models!!!!
I have too much for learn with it!
I love coffee! I want to start every day in a cool coffee with coffee and a book!
2023-05-22 22:13:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Insomnia takes me in their hands 🥲
Im having some problems cause in my actual residence, administration shows no respect for animals and wants to give economic punishments for every stupid thing...
So im looking for a new place, this is really hard cause I love how my actual apartament looks... And where it is ubicated... And found a new place looks so fucking hard, also when im trying to found some more cheap than my actual one...
My sleep are out control, is hard to control my mind, more now than I found an apartament cheap, same size, but ubication is not my favorite and is not pretty like this one.
I still thinking that live in a house not 100% comfortable will help to takes me focus in what I want, but it still feels like a step back.
Too much thinks in mind, do you see? I will keep talking about what happens this next days, please send good luck 🤗
Somebody gift me a dinosaur ahhhhhh I love it!!!
(Maybe Im easy to make happy 😅) look how much funny is my rawr face 🤣🤣🤣
Something that nobody told u about being an adult.
2023-05-11 21:41:09 +0000 UTC View Post
transformation of emotions into art.. Its not the final result, just and spoiler xDDD (will takes me hours and hours of edition)
2023-05-11 15:38:36 +0000 UTC View PostHow do you guys handle being responsible adults? I always feel drowned in responsibilities (not only the economic type)... I can't remember the last time someone took responsibility for me. I've had to be responsible for too many things for as long as I can remember.
I feel incredibly exhausted.
I wonder if all adults feel this way?
Or am I just incapable of being an adult and taking it easy...
Im like a ghost xDD I just dissapear every time, forgive me please.
Im just an aquarious girl, cant exist with habits
