🧝♀️ Hi, announcement about digital detox/time off:🌻 I’ll be out of office and out of town for the week so I wont be answering any messages or posting anything on here besides pre-queued posts till Thurs or Fri. I'll make it known when I'm ready. Please don’t take it personally if I’m not active or answering, be respectful and give me the time and space I need to heal. There’s plenty of scheduled posts to entertain you. ;) I deeply appreciate your support and respect to my privacy, boundaries, and personal time. Thanks xx 💝
My ass is finally taking a break!! Spent today packing and took these cute pics/videos before my travels. I wanted to make content for a campaign this week but am doing the exact opposite and taking a vacation; all in all I think it will be the better choice for my mental health. Here are some ~long detailed explanation videos~ for those who like to watch em + many pics 💕 I’ve got a brief post up as well because with my page you get double the crazy. See you later!
There aren’t enough pictures of me enjoying life here; most of you may think I am a miserable self-hating twat but that is only 1/3 true! Here are some pics thoroughly vibing and thriving from a mini trip in the pandemic’s peak: chillin w a giant sloth in the ghost town of Calico, an abandoned Vegas strip, Area 51, Sex Museum, and the Alien Cathouse Brothel ❤️
Fuck the Supreme Court 🖕 My body, my temple, my wasteland, my autonomy. Love that a cabal of saggy geriatrics hold the key to policing women’s bodies. Excuse the brain fogged post I had to be in the ER again very fun 🙃 but seriously fuck this dystopian shit I have no words. I’ll be out of office, it’s badly needed. Talk to you later 🖤
Ohh its kind of big ☺️ My historic first dragon dildo, truly an experience 🤭💜
Loving these pics? Tip me $5 if you love seeing my little body get absolutely demolished by this monster and I’ll send u some more! 🐉 Tip $25 if you wanna see the full 10+min video BJ and penetration 🥵🍆
Hello my dears! 💕💘 How meta, a scheduled post about scheduled posts. I am wondering how you guys feel about them. Maybe this is too much transparency idk but I like to let you know where I’m at and how I’m running my account.
Due to my emotional state right now that my Russell is gone I’ll be taking a break for few days (?) and pre scheduling posts so you can still see me while I’m away. When I’m ready I’ll make new content 🔥💘
Sorry for any inconvenience. I guarantee you this is not only more inconvenient for me but also more taxing: I’ve lost a week and counting of productivity, production time, earnings, and interactions, but even more so, I lost my emotional support animal. I have not been in the headspace to take nudes, produce horny films, and be sexy. When I’m open to make customs and special requests again I’ll definitely let you know <3 I hate to lose out on income but my mission is to make authentically bomb content that I put my heart and soul and pussy into — if I can’t be present right now you won’t have a good time viewing some arbitrarily pumped out garbage of lifeless bouncing, faked moans and dead eyed stares. It’s a fact that I’ll get back on my feet and back into my groove soon, I just can’t predict when that time will be. I’ll also think about scheduling some PPVs for instant horny viewing. Perhaps I can post an emoji next to pre queued posts so you know they’ve been done in advance (or would that ruin the mystery lol?) 🤔 In the meanwhile I will sporadically log in to chat with you when I’m able to, and have sooo much content in the backlog 😇🥰 I am rambling and probably way overthinking sorry…
If you have experienced grief before, how did you move on? I welcome those kind of conversations if you’re comfortable with sharing.
Also, in case you missed it, a campaign of extreme fire content (hello, twin Nastyas??) from last month that would love to reach its goal 🥺👉👈🔥🔥🔥 I am trying to get a new laptop for Cyber Castle and my art projects because my current work one keeps crashing. Any tips are auto pinned to my inbox so will be answered sooner and your content delivered faster. Don’t feel pressured if you’re having a burdenous time financially, I empathize hard. But if you’re able to help out it would be much appreciated and rewarded ❤️
Trying to sexily organize my horny little office 💖 Should I stream/vlog more of my days? Like this post if yes, you’d like to watch 🖤
If you enjoyed the rambling videos in this post, hi 😅
Do you think I should do an OF livestream of my cybersexy art preparation / Cyberhorny deep dive / casual nakedness and post it? I’ll do my best to go live at a time more people are available (prob will do a survey about this soon). The reason I stopped doing livestreams is cause it got too hard to maintain a schedule and cause too few people would be there, but even if a few ppl encourage an interactive stream I think I would just do it, set a consistent time during the week, and share it to the feed. I could also do this on twitch but I would be SFW.
Tbh. The rest of June is a black hole for me and a confusing grief cycle so I would spend what’s left of this month preparing my workflow and start the real work in July — when I have a tangible deadline on the 15th of the month. You can expect to see a lot more content and activity then; at the moment I’m taking it slowly. Thanks for understanding 💞
There’s a lot going on in my head right now and some times I feel normal and functional, other times I feel the loss of Russell too hard and am like what the fuck!!!!! Why, world? Seriously wtf, when is it my turn to be happy? Why all these life traumas, string after string of them?
I think the best thing I can do is take it day by day and grieve and move on, but that’s easier said than done. I’m officially accustomed to trauma always being a factor in my life and probably always increasing in severity. When death comes to claim me I’ll be free of this wretched cycle, but I have to live as vividly as possible even tho it’s hard af, to honor both Russell and my Cyberhorny work, which I believe represents a lot more than just myself.
If there are any new contributions to my June campaigns they will now be going towards getting a new computer cause mine is crapping out at the most inconvenient time; at least a cheap burner MacBook 256gb to use for Cyber Castle. I would really appreciate it:
I also added a few small things to my wishlist (in bio) like hard drive storage cases and such to help with my organization cause I suck ass at it but working on getting better; I have so much MFin content spanning several years and need to establish a smoother and faster workflow, so that would be helpful to me. I will of course always reward any tips or gifts!! <3333
Btw yes I am behind on messages and I apologize, working on that right now, pls know I’ll get to it and I don’t ignore anyone. I hope you’re doing well 💕🥺
Turning off my phone for the rest of the day because everything feels stupid, meaningless, triggering, and unwell. I still can’t believe that Russell is gone. I built him a portal when I buried him and my emotions are going apeshit. When a pet dies you go crazy for a while and it’s not a good idea for me to be online right now. Soon, I promise. For now, nudes to keep your eyes pleasured. Take care 🖤
Russell passed yesterday. He was at home. Today he will be buried in a plot of land outside. Rest easy my sweet prince 2007-2022. 🖤
I don’t know what to say properly; nothing feels enough. I just love him so much 💘 I wish there was more I could have done. My heart breaks. I feel nauseated. Pet loss is the absolute worst and if you’ve experienced it too I’m so sorry.
Grief is a strange process. It pains me how quickly and aggressively the disease deteriorated him. I knew he had cancer for the past year and his end would come eventually, but to say I was not prepared for how fast it happened is an understatement.
I read the Tibetan book of the dead to my buddy so he could have a safe passage into the next dimension. Where are you, buddy? His essence is a place of love and when I think of him it is only wonderful thoughts.
The thought of him being in discomfort and agony tormented me in the past week. I did no work, I could not work at all, I wasn’t able to focus or concentrate or be functional. All of my efforts were on making him feel at ease in his final days. I gave him pain meds and cuddles and comfort and love. Even so, it’s not enough. He is gone. It brings me a sense of peace that he is relieved from life’s suffering. Russell would want me to move on and grieve properly and never forget him. He is, to me, eternal. My Cyber Castle immersive art experience is coming next month and it feels demented that his life ended when a new life of mine and genesis of my art is beginning. I know he wants me to be successful, do my work, stay true to my vision, be compassionate, be stronger than my depression and take care of myself and loved ones like I took care of him.
Russell loved to watch tv with me. He would greet me with meow-meows. He gnawed on my little trees. When I was sad or unwell he lay on my belly. A true emotional support animal. I will miss his cuddles and his purrs and his snores when he snoozed next to me. He’d often photo bomb my pics, my “kitties and titties”. He is many framed photos around my house. He was soft and plushy. Over a decade of memories.
He was the dad and the leader of my cat family. Russell was the best cat. Now there is one less. The house is gonna be emptier without you buddy. He is survived by Carl, Biscuit, and Little cat. They grieve too, they can feel it, they react. Animals are such tender and sensitive creatures. Little creatures. Their lives so fragile. The love they give is endless and unconditional.
Russell had an excellent quality of life. He was so very loved. He will be in nature where there is sun and spring and green forever 🌳 May Russell’s voyage be a joyful and enlightening one, as he brought joy to everyone who met him.
As for my presence and activity here, please give me time and space and be patient with me. I’ll respond and resume when I can. Even when my covid hospitalization happened, I was back to work quickly because my own pain and trauma I can brush off. The loss of a pet is something completely different. Feel like I got hit by a bus. My buddy. I’m in such disbelief. I’m heartbroken. My Russell. I love you forever 🖤
Spa from a few months ago 🪷💝🌟🤍 Swipe and watch a full on 22min sexy bath experience with me, from the dressing room to getting wet and naked in the infrared spa. I think we all could use some relaxing 💕
Hey! I’m having a massive sale on premade sex tapes to help w the rest of this month’s therapy, psychiatrist, and personal well-being 💞🍆💞 I hope you enjoy these porns. May they provide a win win; porn for you at a discount price (some over 50% off!) and mental healing for me and palliative care for my cat in a critical time. If you haven’t seen these videos before, you’re in for a treat 😋💕
Also included are blue haired lingerie try-on videos, just because, I thought they were cute and you might want to watch a cute little thing 🌸🦋 ^o^
Am I cute in them? 🥺
*Tip $10 if you love the previews 😈💕💕💕🔥 and want to see bonus videos: one of me waking up randomly horny in the morning dripping visible cum from my pussy; and one bathtub video 💦 extra wet* !!
Prices for the bundles are as follows (see photo descriptions of them as well for more info):
🥵 *Fuck machine video set*: $59 💙
😇 Schoolgirl video set: $35
🍑 *Anal schoolgirl video*: $65 💙
😈 Succubussy innocent-to-naughty video: $40
🖤 Goth girl sex tape: $24
👙 Cosplay sex tapes set: $54
🍣 Sushi sex tape: $19
🥺 First sex tape EVER: $139
🤫 ⛓ Risky sex tapes bundle: $44
💙💦 *Blue hair sex tapes bundle*: $99 💙
❤️💖 ALL OF THESE: $200 ❤️💝
🔥 (I highlighted the ones I recommend although I truly love all of them) 💙 🌟💕🔥🔥 these are all highly discounted from their original price. The first sex tape I ever made will not ever have a discount because it’s special, but I’m adding it to the list if there any collectors interested 🤷♀️ I was watching twin peaks and received the gift of getting really horny.
Every single video I made, I made with love and horniness and effort and creativity 💕 I hope you find plenty of enjoyment in these, and cum gallons.
Tapes on their own without their Bundle (a La carte porn? lol) can be purchased for $33 just send me the name of the one you want!
Thank you so much 💙🖤💙🖤 it’s been an insanely difficult time because my cat Russell is degrading in health. He is in his last days of life. I’m reading the Tibetan book of the dead to my buddy. Reach the clear light of reality, friend, you’ve been there for me for over half my life 😔 I love you so much.
I thought when I had to be hospitalized for covid, that was the worst it would get this year, but this is considerably worse. I can control my own health, more or less, but I can’t control his aggressive terminal illness. I can’t concentrate or focus at all, I’m so distraught, either balling my eyes out or in a catatonic stupor.
I pre-scheduled this post. This is my attempt to use the vast catalogue I have made in the past year+ to help find my therapy expenses, because I am in no state to create new content. I’m so sorry, I wish I could, but it’s the chance to get attention to these little-seen super hot explicit videos. Between getting ready for my art show and grieving for my cat, I am overwhelmed. Before I get too emo I’ll stop this paragraph.
Thank you kindly if you help out and contribute 🖤🌟 it would be insanely helpful to me 🥺💕
For some reason OF has deleted my posts today including one with videos with the amazing @anony-mousie so idk what the glitch is going on but I’m reposting 😎
Can we petite alt girls make you cum with our JOI? 💘
❤️ Like this post if you like beautiful horny sluts with an intellectual side ❤️🎀
In case you missed it: my newest writing ❤️ https://www.cyber-horny.com/post/ai-or-die-a-commentary-on-parasocial-interaction-in-horny-cyberspace ❤️
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My art show Cyber Castle is a month from today. I’ll be posting some writings and video content that relates to it as the date grows closer, especially to those who’ve tipped on my Cyber Castle posts and campaigns. Thank you for your help. The show is gonna be fucking sick, the sexiest art show ever, and all the artists are hot babes hand picked by myself to SMASH the stigma that sexually appealing bimbos can’t make critiquable art or sick ass music. There will be installations, performances, swag, and more. I haven’t curated an art event in over two years so it’s gonna be epic (although like I’ve said I’m personally nervous about having social anxiety). What do you think of the blending of porn and conceptual performance art? 💘
I guess many people don’t like it lol 😂 I’ve noticed a massive decrease in engagement and post likes this month, which is discouraging because obviously more people are here for porn and dgaf about my intellectual endeavors, but it is what it is. If you see my posts show up on your feed, slam a like on them. It's free and takes a second. I wonder why all of a sudden there’s so much less engagement and so much more lurk and jerking. Ah, the dopamine-driven digital manifestation of mental illness — in the grand scheme of things who gives a fuck anyway because other life things are much more important. Dumb as it is, it’s important to my job and lets me know I’m doing a good job here. I hate that the posts that do well are ones that prompt you to like them; most people don’t like my posts unprompted. Oh well. As long as you’re enjoying my presence here, I’m enjoying it too.
❤️ Question for you: do you like the creativity on my page, and how much of a factor is the non-porn in your being subscribed to me? ❤️
Spa nude pics 🤍 I will be taking a break of sorts from OF and being a lil less active to work on my art show which is coming up in a month, handling my mental health, and grieving my cat. :( These are pictures from a spa day I had a few months ago. I loved it so much, I wish I could go again and feel that relaxation. Tip $5 or more if you support me taking a break. If this gets some tips I’ll post a nude video set from the spa baths like a naked wet writhing mermaid. Relaxing *and* sexy ;) 🫧🪷
Compilation of videos!! A lil something for everyone. Flashing in the tesla, boobs, cooking in cosplay, nude reading Carl Jung. And a lil phone notes manifesto of how I envision Hentai and Crack/my cyber music making process 🖤
JFC I have over 1200 posts on OnlyFans. I have over 6k media for you to look at now, from casual nudes, emo posts, dense intellectual writings, full length sex videos, optional extras, cosplays, memes, ass pics, pussy pics, the saga of my Tesla album, my art, random minutiae of my inner world, and more. It’s wild to me how some people still don’t think I have enough content lmao oh well 🌟 If you think I’m doing a good job on this here OF page you should leave me a lil tip of $5 or more 🖤
I am so beyond sadness I don’t even know what to say. Russell’s cancer has progressed to rapidly deteriorating and terminal, vet gave him “few weeks to few months and that’s being generous”.
My baby 😿 I can’t bring myself to process this. The cruelest thing, I feel like I’ve just begun to live a new life after being in a dark depression, and his is ending. It’s not fair. My Castle, my art, they take on new lives, just as his “time” is coming. He’s truly such a special animal, the leader of my pet household and always so strong and thicc and energetic. A trooper. He lost 1.5kg in a week and “looks like a different cat” — when the vet said that, I knew how limited his time has gotten. I’m so sorry Russ I’m gonna do my very best palliative care ❤️
Just last month he was thiccly watching tv with me and meowing for food; now he barely emits low frequency purrs and stays in his box. I knew that he was sick for a while and was treating him, but the rapidness of this decline has been heartbreaking to watch. The last week or so. Holy shit. No more treatments will ever have efficacy; just quiet care at home to make Russell’s exit as comfortable as possible. My sweet senior 🥺
If I’m quiet on here it’s because the grief is overwhelming. Everyone grieves differently. I’m so unprepared emotionally. On here, I have many scheduled posts and I’ll get to messages when I can so thanks for understanding. Btw thank you if you’ve donated to my campaign yesterday for the vet visiting bill, and if you’ve donated to the Russell treatment funds throughout the past year. It’s been an invaluable financial help over all, and I believe helped extend his lifespan by even a little bit, which is all I can ask for, more time with my animals. Thank you 🖤
Hii!!! This is a set of simple sex tapes. No elaborate productions, just casual horny to help with vet bills, even small tips add up thanks guys <3
You ever think, yeah this girl is cute but she’d be extra cute natural? Like not dolled up or in cosplay or heavy makeup? These are for you <3 Haha I really enjoy being in sexy outfits and doing elaborate roleplays, I don’t make many natural sex tapes, but I was feeling these spontaneous ones so I hope you feel them too 😅🥺
Russell is on my mind as I post these; he’s been not feeling very well, and his weight is declining. Taking him to the vet today to see what is wrong and how to manage. He is hiding in his box and not eating dry food. The other cats usually play with him even tho he’s a senior, but they’ve been leaving him alone. I feel very hard for him 🥺🥺🥺
*Tippers receive:
$5 ~~ thank you for helping my baby! 🦭🐈⬛🥺💕 I’ll send a surprise bit of new content exclusive to this ❤️
$22 ~~ 8 min sexy little mommy JOI 💖 I’m horny (I masturbate here myself) and I tell you how to cum so that we can cum together. you’ll get a close up view! 🥵
$33 ~~ 14 min casual masturbation video on the floor of the hallway, using a jackrabbit with lots of dirty talk and elements of butt stuff, mommy domme, and ch0king 🥵🖤💦
$55 ~~ both full length sex tapes + an extra sex tape that I shot in the mirror, ending with me cumming visibly onto my silk dress with a glass toy and licking it off* 🤍🪞💖💦
I wanna make you 💦 😳 🤯💦💦 ! Thank you so much if you contribute 💖❤️💙
Most of my production efforts have gone towards my art show Cyber Castle and Cyberhorny
(😇look at my site cyber-horny.com 💕)
so this is just simple porn. Nothing elaborate, but still sexy, I want you to enjoy it. Thanks for helping my buddy 🥺😽
Pics from Russia <3 I wish I could travel again but it's complicated right now :( I haven't been there in 5 yrs. The world situation is really fucked up, we live in such a brutal age.
Do you like photo sets like this? Leave a tip of $5 or more if you enjoy my casual wholesome posts, maybe I’ll post some more travel pics ;_;
