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Will you be good and cum for me? Mommy requires your worship..

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Will you be good and cum for me? Mommy requires your worship today โ€” she is here to give you porn. I want to raise your mood and your cock ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ˜˜

I desire some home decorating items, mostly this room divider. Wouldn't I just look so sexy with it behind me? ๐Ÿ˜‰

I know pretty much all of my tip campaigns are for serious shit like medical bills, mental health, veterinary expenses, etc, but this one is for something I basely want, crave, desire! Of course I want to be something that you want, crave, and desire, so I've posted a ton of videos ๐Ÿ’•

Theres a ton of stuff here -- 2001: A Titty Odyssey; explicit video touching my wet pussy; cute and sexy bedroom videos; creative cam girl romping with a mattress in my living room; and more... I also reposted the videos from yesterday since those got no engagement or likes. Maybe they weren't sexual enough or you didn't like them for some reason? Idk.

If these here videos turned you on and made you horny, leave Mommy a tip ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’ Tips over $25 will receive a sweet surprise bonus content, and tips over $50 will receive not only surprise bonus content, but a personalized sexy video to you as a thank you for supporting me ๐Ÿ’•

Mother's Day/father's day's are always weird and triggering to me emotionally so I honestly just want to be treated and feel nice! Yeah, Freud would have a whole ass case study here. Maybe I am being a little selfish but I just wanna get myself something pretty and also practical to film future content ๐Ÿฅบ

๐Ÿ’–If you prefer another way of spoiling and pleasing me, my wishlist is in bio ๐Ÿ’–

Does anyone relate? Deep dive even on a porn page, y'all. How are your relationships with your family? Any plans for mothers day, or is it a slipshod formality like it is for me? My inbox is always open to dissect emotional traumas. In any case, Mommy Nastya is here now to burn away any negative vibes and give you hot sexy nudes ๐Ÿ˜ผ๐Ÿ–ค

Thank you so much if you contribute to this, this goes without saying but it truly means a lot to me ๐Ÿฅบ

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Iโ€™m feeling so emotional this morning ๐Ÿฅบ (not in a bad way, i..

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Iโ€™m feeling so emotional this morning ๐Ÿฅบ (not in a bad way, itโ€™s just been kind of intense)

Hereโ€™s a photo dump of my past few days! Swipe for a ton of cat pics (see the video of her doing her adorable pose and covering her face with her paws??) ๐Ÿˆ Some bikini pics, art/books, poolside, and random casual/titty selfies ๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ’–

My sweet little cat is recovering, spaying sounds so simple (my boy cats recovered from neutering quite quickly, itโ€™s a bit longer for girl kittys) but it makes my heart go ๐Ÿฅบ cause her belly gets cut. I would prefer my guts rearranged another way, thanks! Lol

Sheโ€™s recovering well! Lots of babying and nursing and gabapentine and cuddles. Iโ€™m so happy that there are animal lovers and pet owners on here, I love seeing yโ€™allโ€™s animal pics and hearing kind words about my pets :3 Thanks for supporting my kitten! I think it says a lot about a person how they treat animals, compassion towards other species is undervalued. I still canโ€™t believe thereโ€™s animal cruelty in the world. Fuckโ€ฆ We need to help all living things as a collective of humanity

Anyway, sorry I am *still* quite behind on answering messages pls forgive? ๐Ÿฅบ Also I saw that my campaign reached the goal, THANK U SO MUCH ๐Ÿฅน๐ŸŽ‰ I feel so thankful and Iโ€™ll post some lovely new videos in gratitude. It makes me feel very nice and validated and gratified when you enjoy my work ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’–

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Good morning ๐Ÿ–ค friendly reminder that I have a vast archive ..

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Good morning ๐Ÿ–ค friendly reminder that I have a vast archive of past posts โ€” if you want to get any of the sex tapes or past premade content you are always able to enjoy the previous posts ๐Ÿ–ค

Whether youโ€™re into kink, cosplay, casual, intellectual, innocent, explicit porn etc I have so much, over 6k media. Would it help if I had a pinned post/spreadsheet of existing content if you wanted something particular?

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Nothing muchโ€ฆ just trying to look like a beautiful and horny..

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Nothing muchโ€ฆ just trying to look like a beautiful and horny Renaissance painting โ˜๏ธ๐Ÿ›๐Ÿ’™โ˜๏ธ

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Oral fixation, pillow humping, and hysterical gaming ๐Ÿ’ ๐Ÿฅบ my..

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Oral fixation, pillow humping, and hysterical gaming ๐Ÿ’

๐Ÿฅบ my campaign is getting close to the goal, it would make me so happy if it reached it! ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿงฌ these are just excerpts of the full length videos I made for you ๐Ÿ˜‰https://onlyfans.com/317081273/nastyavalentine

Also I will respond to messages soon :3
My little buddy is recovering in a little suit ๐Ÿฅบ

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Tell me something โ€” which panties do you like better, the sh..

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Tell me something โ€” which panties do you like better, the sheer pink ones or the cute blue ones? I canโ€™t choose ๐Ÿฅบ (swipe and lmk your verdict!)

Semi-wholesome but still erotic photo set for you while Iโ€™m out of office monitoring my kitten ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’ Have a great day and enjoy my nudes, Iโ€™ll update soon๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿค

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May the Fourth bring you sexy Star Wars content <3 George Lu..

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May the Fourth bring you sexy Star Wars content <3
George Lucas said: no underwear in space.

Do I make your light saber rise? ๐ŸŽข๐Ÿ’œ

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Kitten update ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’– We got very lucky and the vet had a same da..

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Kitten update ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’– We got very lucky and the vet had a same day cancellation so Lola cat was able to get spayed today and sheโ€™s recovering.

Iโ€™ve always had boys cats who were easy to neuter, itโ€™s more complicated with girls. (*Something something, Roe v Wade current events commentary, no team of men should police womenโ€™s bodies or cause violence against women etc, no energy for commentary at the moment*) โ€ฆ kitten is rambunctious and keeping her in the collar/recovery suit is very hard. She looks adorable in it but a bit traumatized.

I can tell sheโ€™s uncomfortable in it but itโ€™s for her own good โ€” kitties in heat in the springtime is no joke! Itโ€™s been kind of tough having two cats having surgery back to back; Carl is recovering really well from his dental which is great. Now itโ€™s her turn to be nursed and babied. Her scar looks so sad her belly was shaved ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ The gabapentine should kick in soon and sheโ€™ll get drowsy and sleepy and sheโ€™s gonna chill. For a tiny cat she is a wriggler and a little criminal lol! I turned my room upside down adjusting her recovery attire. Iโ€™m so tired. On the bright side, Iโ€™m becoming somewhat of a mini-expert on animal recuperation

Messages will be answered when I can! I am not ignoring anybody, this is just a sudden saga, so sorry about inactivity today/tomorrow Iโ€™ll be monitoring her

Weโ€™re watching Blacklist, itโ€™s so intense lol but itโ€™s really good. I love the intense crime shows cause it makes me feel calm about my life in comparison. Weโ€™re gonna try and get some rest cause it was an exhausting day, and the heat cycle craziness / yowling at night was disrupting my sleep schedule and making me restless and irritable and dysfunctional on top of already stressful life shit, canโ€™t wait to sleep again ๐Ÿ˜ด

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This little lady is going to the vet to get spayed!! Plz wis..

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This little lady is going to the vet to get spayed!! Plz wish her luck ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฅบ I have two cats getting surgical procedures done within a few weeks of each other (first Carl, then kitten) and omg โ€ฆ.. my heart ๐Ÿฅบ

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Do I look cute lit up in these positions? ๐Ÿฆ‹ ๐Ÿ’ซ If you look at..

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Do I look cute lit up in these positions? ๐Ÿฆ‹ ๐Ÿ’ซ If you look at me in the dark itโ€™s like a magical navigation system that matches the starry environment โœจ

Iโ€™ll send an LED butt plug bonus video (almost 20 mins) to anyone who tips $20 or more on my recent campaign โœจ๐Ÿ’š https://onlyfans.com/317081273/nastyavalentine

Itโ€™s about 3/4 away from its goal and I would endlessly be thankful for your help! Thank you SO MUCH for your contributions it means a lot to me ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ’– If/when goal gets cleared Iโ€™ll post another sexy video as a symbol of my gratitude ๐Ÿงโ€โ™€๏ธโœจ

PS. Happy titty tuesday ๐Ÿค

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Full explicit 20min Ryuko Matoi cosplay video for you as a t..

Full explicit 20min Ryuko Matoi cosplay video for you as a thank you for helping my campaign!! Perverts of the world unite ๐Ÿ˜ค๐ŸŒ Itโ€™s not perfectly edited, forgive the sloppiness. Iโ€™m usually such a perfectionist but who is really looking at the technical particulars in porn lol? If you enjoyed this video and the quality of my work you can leave me a little tip of $5 or more, and if you want an experience that is more personal, I encourage you to order a custom with a Lovense or any toy/fantasy you desire ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ˜‰

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Allow me to present the eighth wonder of the civilized world..

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Allow me to present the eighth wonder of the civilized world: crotchless panties + cupless bra lingerie sets. They are really playing fast and loose with what they call "clothes" these days, and I love it ๐Ÿ–ค

I would wear this underneath my clothes at the Met Gala, or even start my own Met Gala thatโ€™s a sluttier and more inclusive / less elitist establishment

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Hiii!! New explicit videos for you + full length sex tapes ๐Ÿ–ค..

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Hiii!! New explicit videos for you + full length sex tapes ๐Ÿ–ค I want to be in the clear with medical debts. You want sexy porn. ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ’ May I interest you in a Win-win? ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ

Itโ€™s been a long time since I made content cause of my health problems lately, but Iโ€™m better now and oh man do I have a sexy new collection for you ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿฅต๐Ÿ˜ณ

Usually in my campaign posts I write long winded overly heartfelt explanations which can be a turnoff and a deterrent โ€” I will keep it brief, sexy, and simple this time. Minimal mention of hardship (cause thereโ€™s been too much of that this month ๐Ÿ˜“), and more emphasis on the positive ๐Ÿ’ซ

๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ’– HOT SEX TAPES!!! ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ

Bottom line, April was a tough month which left me scrambling financially and only able to do one therapy session instead of my usual weekly ones. I hope these videos will be appealing to you and will help me with outstanding medical charges + putting my brain back on track. The better my mental and physical health is, the better and more quality content Iโ€™m able to produce for you ๐Ÿ’•

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*You can leave a tip of any amount even a small one of $5 or more, for appreciation and love of my hard work and sexual existence ๐Ÿฅบ All tippers of any amount will get exclusive content from this pack, and sex tape fund contributors will receive:

27 = ๐Ÿ’™ A 13 min video touching myself for the very first time intimately since my covid time; I hadnโ€™t masturbated and orgasmed for three weeks and I more than made up for it ๐Ÿ˜‰ In this video I also do dirty talk that deconstructs my experience of sex and orgasm

44 = ๐Ÿ’™ A 17 min video POV: cheating on your wife with the sexy babysitter. Iโ€™m looking for a job as babysitter and Iโ€™ll do *Anything* for the job, sir ๐Ÿฅบ๐ŸคžI suck your cock ravenously and then ride ride ride you till we both cum and I drip creamy cum, also has some JOI ๐Ÿ’ฆ there is very cute dirty talk from my innocently sweet yet naughty side

50 = ๐Ÿ’™ A nearly 20 min Gamer Girl Sex Tape ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’™ hysterical gaming/trying to play my Switch while sitting on a vibrator; then I use two dildos, a pink one and a blue one, that match my hair ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’™ there is some very sweet moaning and expert use of dildos to penetrate my little gamer girl pussy

77 = ๐Ÿ’™ A bundle of all three of the above!! ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ

125 = ๐Ÿ’™ All of the above plus a PLETHORA of porn which includes double the amount of videos : seven (7) full length 10min+ lsex tapes, all brand new, including: shower video, couch pillow humping, dirty talk, elf princess with LED butt plug* ๐ŸŒŸ

If this goal can clear halfway by the end of this weekend, Iโ€™ll post a full length 20min Ryuko Matoi (from Kill La Kill) cosplay video where I control my Lovense (an app-controlled toy that vibrates and pulsates in my pussy) ๐Ÿ’๐Ÿ˜ on Monday

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Btw if these videos arenโ€™t your thing and you donโ€™t want to support me this way, you can also tip here for a custom video, cock rate, or any other sexy service from the Nastya Tip Menu (abridged menu at the end of this post, or here: https://onlyfans.com/176544778/nastyavalentine) ๐ŸŒŸ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿฆญ I love receiving your requests, and reviews of my work have been stellar all across the board. Inquire within! ๐Ÿ’•

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Thank you so deeply from the bottom of my slutty little heart if you contribute! I work hard to make you hard ๐Ÿ˜˜ What do you think of these videos I posted here? Am I still one of your beloved pornogirls, or am I losing my touch? ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿ‘‰๐Ÿ‘ˆ

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Heh I have 6669 media on my OF page ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’ Thanks for supporting..

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Heh I have 6669 media on my OF page ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’ Thanks for supporting me, and thank you for standing by me in this weird month of April even tho I wasnโ€™t making as much content or income due to health issues and my page kind of sucked, sorry about that. Although Iโ€™m not 100% cause long covid sucks, Iโ€™m feeling better and will resume new content, letโ€™s have a sexy May ๐Ÿ’ž๐ŸŒท

Iโ€™m also thinking of changing my blonde hair โ€ฆ red, brown, or a rainbow color? What do u think?

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๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ–ค Staircase video ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’› Omg! Why does my ass not hold any g..

๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ–ค Staircase video ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’›

Omg! Why does my ass not hold any garters lol ๐Ÿšง๐Ÿ˜ญ This lingerie and video angle is quite unflattering which lowkey pains me but Iโ€™ve set my body image demons aside and posted for the incredible color scheme

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My messages have been wonky today sorry bout that! It keeps ..

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My messages have been wonky today sorry bout that! It keeps giving me โ€œserver errorโ€ or โ€œinternal errorโ€ messages so Iโ€™ll revisit them tomorrow morning ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ™‚ My Likes and tips are also not displaying -_o ๐ŸŒธ Has the site been weird for anyone else today?

Till then, how about some pics ranging from horny to wholesome? Plentyyyy of kitty for you to peruse. Do you like all my Pusheen stuff?๐Ÿ’( โ— โ€ฟโ—  )

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Hi ๐Ÿ–ค

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Hi ๐Ÿ–ค

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Excuse me? Iโ€™d like some attention please ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿฉ Reminder that..

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Excuse me? Iโ€™d like some attention please ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿฉ

Reminder that liking my posts is free and my titties LOVE IT when you engage with them๐Ÿ’• Leave a lil tip of $5 or more if you enjoy my innocent sfw looks ๐ŸŽ 

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Just wanted to appear sexy for you. Is it working? Iโ€™m tryin..

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Just wanted to appear sexy for you. Is it working? Iโ€™m trying to do my best to find little moments of sexiness throughout the days. Honestly I havenโ€™t felt attractive in a while. Leave a tip if youโ€™d like to make me feel sexy and desirable despite my traumas ๐ŸŽ€

Thisโ€™ll be my last minigoal thing in April. Your tips are extremely helpful to me. In May Iโ€™ll start producing new content for you ๐Ÿ’•

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They may call me: She who finds space in the middle of a health crisis to pop a titty

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Hi ๐Ÿ–ค Can I interest you in a damn fine pair of titties? Pics..

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Hi ๐Ÿ–ค Can I interest you in a damn fine pair of titties? Pics of various naughtiness from throughout the week; on the mend and recovering but still sexy ๐Ÿ–ค

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Carl update! ๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ› Say hi to Carl! Heโ€™s okay after surgery and..

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Carl update! ๐Ÿˆโ€โฌ› Say hi to Carl! Heโ€™s okay after surgery and is even purring. It was a 10hr vet trip, he got five extractions and stitches in his mouth but heโ€™ll be much better soon. Carl and I are both recuperating. Iโ€™m gonna answer your messages and be more active tomorrow โค๏ธ Thank you for being patient and supportive ๐Ÿ’• Iโ€™m so out of it rn. Old pics cuz I kind of miss my red hair

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Hi ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’™ hope youโ€™re having a lovely 4/20 ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’œ Full length vide..

Hi ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’™ hope youโ€™re having a lovely 4/20 ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’œ Full length videos for you! Iโ€™m gonna keep this post up temporarily until the end of the day, if anyone wants these videos in ur inbox where you can watch them several times, tip what you like and Iโ€™ll send them to you ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™

โšก๏ธ *The first video I made penetrating myself with a hentai glass dildo in my Tesla โšก๏ธ

๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’™ Mommy Kitana 4:20min video ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ–ค

๐Ÿ’‹beautiful agony video where you canโ€™t see my hands or anything just my beautiful face as I orgasmโœ…๐Ÿ’ฆ

๐Ÿ’œDaphne tied up like a good little sub๐Ÿ’œ

๐Ÿ”ฅhysterical literature reading my queen Stoya* ๐Ÿ”ฅ

Tip me if you enjoyed this naughty collection! Thank you ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’š๐ŸŒ‹๐ŸŒ‹๐ŸŒ‹๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’œ

$10 = I love these videos ๐Ÿคค
$20 = so sexy, you make me cum and smile
$42 = bless you for creating hot masterpieces like this
$69 = youโ€™re the ultimate goddess and you reinvented the orgasm and make me Horny daily ๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’ฆ

(Tips $20 and higher will get all of these, which is an absolute steal and the lowest price Iโ€™ve ever had for my full length content)

(Tips $69 and higher will get an additional surprise set of ๐Ÿ”ฅ videos sent to you)

Iโ€™ve been feeling a little frustrated and demoralized cause none of my campaigns this month have reached their goal even tho Iโ€™ve posted full length videos, so Iโ€™m always wondering whatโ€™s wrong with me. Itโ€™s too easy for me to internalize and take it personally but Iโ€™m gonna try not to โ€” those of you who like my content and want to see more and support me in a difficult time can send me a tip. Thereโ€™s a massive amount of content that I have on here for free, over 6k media. On top of my own medical care expenses my cat has a dental surgery today which is bad timing. This whole month is bad timing, I fucking hate this month, I hope May is a little bit better. Last year April was the best I had on OF, I must have been very lucky, I also had a big move and some life events so it was massively helpful. This yearโ€™s April has been the worst, every month of 2022 has been worse for me so far and idk if itโ€™s a streak of bad luck and that Iโ€™m just unlucky, or that Iโ€™ve lost my touch. If thereโ€™s no demand for my work any more, why even do this? If thereโ€™s any critique of my page and if Iโ€™ve been lacking, let me know so that I can work on it. Even if negative, feedback is important and Iโ€™ll always listen. Of course even the concept of internalizing something out of your control is futile, and there is nothing external that can truly make you happy.

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Hi ๐Ÿ’œ
Howโ€™s your week going so far? I hope looking at my cute face and naked body makes it a bit better ๐Ÿ’•

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Hiiiii happy Monday, this isnโ€™t a scheduled post itโ€™s me, I ..

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Hiiiii happy Monday, this isnโ€™t a scheduled post itโ€™s me, I made a long ass video. ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’ Iโ€™ll be answering messages today and slowly getting back into work this week ๐Ÿ’• thank you so much for your patience and support, I canโ€™t emphasize that enough! ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿฅบ

Bonus: boobs,๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿฆญ Booba, and nudes!

I still feel and look like shit. I still experience shortness of breath, coughing, stomach nausea, and general fatigue and soreness. The recovery process is slow, but Iโ€™m easing into it and I carved out some time to get cuter and make this long ass rant video about how Iโ€™m feeling now. What transpired sucked ass, it was shitty on physical and psychological levels, but Iโ€™m on the mend and Iโ€™ll be better soon โ€” at least from the immediate flu like symptoms of covid. I have no idea how critical or banal the long term effects might be. It kind of scares and angers me, feeling this limited in my body. My body, which I work with, had betrayed me. I have already been so stressed about the OF stuff from late March/exactly April. Is it too much to ask for good stuff to happen to me? I feel like my life is just a sequence of traumas.

Itโ€™s been five months on the dot when I brought home my kitten!! Hereโ€™s a bit of a kitten appreciation post and some pics ๐Ÿฅบ she was brought home on the weekend of Nov 17th and it was a full moon, and so she was called Luna (I also call her Lola or little cat), and on the weekend of the 17th there was a full moon and itโ€™s been five (5) months of this little cat in my life ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿฃ๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’ž

Iโ€™m gonna need a lot of rest. Iโ€™m struggling because I know I have to go back to work, there are responsibilities and I need money for expenses like medication, therapy, and my catโ€™s surgery this week, but I donโ€™t have the energy or capacity to make that much, if any, new content. Iโ€™m gonna do my best and maybe resurrect some previous sexy content ๐Ÿ”ฅ but the pressure feels like a lot to me.

Reality seems to escape me. This whole thing just felt very surreal, I like truly know what a world of pain feels like, what the experience of feeling only physical pain is, and the divergent trains of thought of whether to resist it or to let it take you. Itโ€™s indescribable. It was like a bomb was in my chest and my stomach, constantly exploding. There was an intake nurse who I checked in with, and I would be groaning and crying asking her what my check in status was, and I waited in the ER for four hours before I was able to be inside, and that woman had no compassion. She told me to wait outside, and condescendingly, โ€œfeel betterโ€. The nurse who replaced her after her shift was much kinder and got me in quickly. I realize they deal with so much pain and bullshit from sick people in triage, but when determining which patient is to be seen first, it would make sense to have at the top of the list those who have a visible suffering or those with critical conditions like shortness of breath or fainting. I wasnโ€™t even able to stand up or sit properly because of the pain, and I had to be wheeled around in a wheelchair for a while. Because Iโ€™m covid positive, I also had to wait outside. I understand that ER wait times are excruciatingly long, Iโ€™ve been in them and I know the triage nurses have a very hard job, but itโ€™s the attitude that bothered me. I watched her straight up ignore patients who went up to the window with a smug grin, idk why I latched on to that detail but Iโ€™ve been critically thinking about the way we humans relate to each other. The other nurse was very kind and supportive in dealing with my hysterics and my agony, she administered the IV very gently and was a very caring nurse.

We seem to remember traumas and negativity more vividly in the human memory. I should be thankful to be alive, to have made it to the other side of the hospital stay and to be on the road to healthy again, but I feel very existential about it right now. Iโ€™m apprehensive about getting back into work, honestly. This was such a long break for me of not being active that Iโ€™m afraid I wonโ€™t know what Iโ€™m doing anymore. Iโ€™m worried about getting back into my art, music, and writing and not being as capable as I was โ€” as if a break detained my capability rather than resetting my mentality. It was a break thatโ€™s out of my control and that feels so wrong. I would love a vacation, I want one, I need one, like yesterday lol โ€” but this medical crisis break was so weird. I donโ€™t know what else to say. Iโ€™m ranting.

Iโ€™m thinking in a broader way about how I exist in the world, what my legacy is, what does it even matter to leave traces of the self behind. Itโ€™s so egoic. We all have our own egoic illnesses. I want to create things of beauty and authenticity, and spread joy instead of regurgitating negativity and filth, but the problem of authenticity is it often makes people uncomfortable. I dread having to do marketing and promo and advertising; I havenโ€™t advertised for my OF at all this month, so if youโ€™re here still, thank you so much.

Iโ€™ll slowly start answering messages today /tonight /when Iโ€™m mentally ready to give you guys good answers and not just like arbitrary words to create a sense of responsiveness, and Iโ€™ll slowly start making new content on here. I feel like Iโ€™m starting from scratch in some ways. An end can be a new beginning. Thank you for all the little tips and sweet messages and comments and engagement, itโ€™s been so helpful to me โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ I sent out an easter pre-scheduled PPV, I was gonna make a post about this but I forgot. Idk if it went through for everyone cause scheduled messages can be weird and glitchy, if you didnโ€™t get it but want to see my pastel princess full length nude videos for a small price, you can tip this post $18 and Iโ€™ll send them to you ๐Ÿ’•

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