2:22PM on 2/2/2022, Happy Twosday Tuesday 🖤 my second (2nd) of two (2) posts with new content on this day of high vibrational frequency. I made a stark black and white nude art film/sex tape. Tip $22 to see it it’s over 22 min🖤
Swipe for a smaller 2:22 accompanying clip that I shot in my kitchen, bon appétit
2/22/2022 2:22AM, make a wish 💖💖💖
Tip $2 for support of my sexiness; tip $22 for an artistic and magical video surprise 🤫✨
Happy two two tuesday 🎀
New pic 💜✨🧡 a bunch of selfies of me that all look just about the same lol. Can I offer you some small cute boobs in these trying times?
2022-02-21 15:35:17 +0000 UTC View PostHysterical gaming, elf version 🧝♀️ 💕
2022-02-20 18:35:22 +0000 UTC View Post
Honestly.... has my content been lackluster? Don't be afraid to tell me why, I want honest critique that would help me better myself and my page. This month has been the slowest for me since the August porn ban. I hope it picks up because watching the declining numbers sucks ass. Maybe because of my demotivation, depression, no one requesting anything, it all being a vicious cycle, I've felt bad about what I put up here -- it's like a tug of war between considering my creative side and people-pleasing generic porn. The rest of feb I will probably lean in to the slowness and not do much. I'm extremely grateful to those of you who *do* support me 💗
My tip menu is pinned to my profile if you want to request a service. I write about this in the parasocial exploration of Cyberhorny but .... ( if you missed it: https://onlyfans.com/241360171/nastyavalentine ) ✨ People will sometimes say "yes queen take a break I'll still be here when you're back" but truthfully very few will actually remain. And I get it, I get why, when you're paying for something you want your money's worth. People also forget. It's easy to forget with so many life distractions. This can not be taken personally. I have to be objective about this when thinking about myself as a brand, a fantasy, an intentional object, instead of a person. I used to believe that my page offered value way beyond the $12 a month, and I still believe that, but I can't help sometimes tying my self worth to something as abstract and mediocre as an internet following. It's more complex when it's tied to my livelihood.
I wonder what would happen if I *do* take a week off. A month off. And make a comeback. Would it work? Would people still be interested? Or am I done, to do this and then forcibly retire?
This was a month/beginning of the year when I focused more on my irl life than my online content, and it's been amazing, but it also sucks hard to see the numbers always go down. Why is this happening? What can I do about this? The anxiety... You can't possibly imagine how disheartening it is. It's a new digital kind of sickness. I can't magically create more subscribers, make anyone happier, or pull new and original content out of my ass every single day, and yet I try, futile as it may be. It's only up to the people who want and choose to be here. I've reached a stage of acceptance of whatever happens to this account happens, I know that by the end of the year if my numbers continue to decline I will quit OF and pursue my art in other directions. Sometimes simply people just get tired of you without telling you why. If you unsubscribe, stop interacting with my content, or turn renew off, I have no problem with that, but I would like to know why.
And yeah if there is honest critique about how I could improve my page I will listen -- maybe not implement it overnight because Rome wasn't built in a day -- but I will think about it objectively.
🖤 Tip $5 or more if you think I look cute and want to see a collection of my dressing room videos 🖤
2022-02-19 20:22:12 +0000 UTC View Post
Hi! Sorry no posts yesterday, had kind of a 😵💫 and spent the day outside instead of taking to the internet to air my grievances. It helped, I am ok 🖤
Although I am not sure if I will work on new content this weekend, I will tend to my inner life and my psychological needs. I want to please you but I need to make sure I’m in a good headspace to do so. I’m not unhappy, there are many things to be grateful for, but I feel deeply wounded that I have this analysis paralysis from not being able to make art the way I used to. I don’t know how to proceed. I lost my “vision” and I feel like I’m in a process of grief, like a true grieving where some part of me has died. I need like another ayahuasca ceremony and shamanic guidance or something. Once something dies you can’t make it live again. You can’t replace it. But you can move on, towards something new, a new dimension or iteration, without fear or restraint. Right now I feel stuck in this limbo between the past and the future but not exactly the present. I’m not sure. Sometimes to clear my head I’ll just be offline. It gives me anxiety being away from my job, as a chronic overworker, and it sucks to lose people when I’m offline, but there are things in life more important. I have to make peace of mind happen, and be kind to myself to the best of my ability, and prioritize that. It’s such a weird headspace. This is also why I feel like my Cyberhorny project is important, not just to me but to others, to show that digital sex workers have a human side. Still it’s been hard to focus and to do my passion projects. How do I transcend this? How do I let go of this pressure I place on myself?
There’s some days when I need to just recuperate. Decompress. Instead of focusing on the negative thoughts, I try to actively do something to combat them, even if it’s something really small. The small things can be huge. You can’t put a restraint on taking care of yourself. Staying offline for a day, even for a few days, won’t kill me, and I hope you are not disappointed with me if I skip a few days posting or am late in responding to a message.
Sounds so cheesy but we gotta do what we gotta do to stay sane.
What do you do to cope with chronic hardship and deep seated trauma? How do you heal?
🌸🖤 Here are my pretty nudes as compensation, I’ll be mad if these pics don’t make you hard!! 😡
Everything is ok with my phone thank god lol cause that could have been very bad, thanks for ur patience 💖💖
Did you see the full moon? 🌝
Working on fixing my phone today ~ this is a scheduled post! If I am offline and not responding, just be patient and I shall get back to you soon. Sorry about that, tech issues suck. Hope your Valentines day was lovely 💕
2022-02-15 17:40:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Your Ethereal submissive valentines doll 💕 Ahh, happy Nastya Valentine’s Day 💞🌹🏹🌸💕 Tis the day to celebrate my beautiful existence 💖🥺
When I do tip goals it’s for a real life necessity, like medical bill coverage or therapy funding, occasionally I will do some for art materials or sex toys that also benefit you since I get to use them while you watch 😉 but I’ll be honest this one is purely for me, I wonder if you think I deserve to treat myself to a valentines shopping for “nice” lingerie like Honey Birdette or to my personal wardrobe 👠💗
Yes I am using this for personal gain, exploiting the garish pseudoholiday to earn a treat. Do you think I’ve been a good OF creator? I think I’ve worked psychotically hard to drive an output of creative quality porn and done my best to carve a space for myself here + pave the way for weirder intellectual girls to show themselves so boldly, but that may be a bit of a ego moment 😅 I usually lack confidence and feel depressed and misunderstood and unworthy, but today I feel like a romantic angel and would like to be appreciated for my horny existence 🏹💞
Pardon the binge posting today, I can’t resist cause it’s my day haha + I may take time off tomorrow to fix my phone, I want you to have plenty to look at and cum to ♥️ 💦
If you think I’ve been doing a great job as a content creator and beautiful online slut, if I’ve made you cum or smile, send me a tip 💕 These numbers are kind of random so tip whatever you want but any tip over $20 will receive extra valentines content from me: two seven minute videos that beautifully total up to 2 vids / 14 mins xx 💕♥️💕
Thank you my angels 🌹🌸
Also, I think have perfected the pussy heart, non? What do you think of my horny decoration? 🖤🤍💖
💕🌹💕🌹💞 What? Like I’m not gonna post romantic aesthetic content on this day? ♥️🏹🌹💞♥️💕🌹
2022-02-14 14:56:38 +0000 UTC View Post
Probably no one is online today cause of the super bowl game, I hope it’s fun! 💜 These pics are too cute not to post, y’all can Like them tomorrrow lol or if you see them today 🥺🥺
2022-02-13 17:28:06 +0000 UTC View Post
Thinking about what to post this week for Valentine’s Day / Week lol 💕 I have a ton of pics and videos 💝
2022-02-13 17:09:30 +0000 UTC View PostHiiii :D I hope you’re as excited about new full length videos + extra content as I am 🙂💞✨🌹 I made content from your favorites in the porn archetypes: girl next door who’s innocent yet secretly slutty, dominatrix goddess who you must worship or else, and submissive plaything, existing only to serve you 😷
All the videos are around 15 mins in length. Contents include fuck machine, vibrator, full nudity, close up and pussy spread, and my very own wit and imagination haha as I get into these characters and headspaces 💕 It was really fun for me and I hope will be fun for you too ✨ 😉
*Contributors shalt receive:
🖤 25 - excerpts from all the videos like a slutty sample platter 😋🤤
🖤 42 - Dominant goddess with black hair (POV you are a postmates delivery driver who I seduce into being my plaything for the night and show you some surprises of my own) 😈
OR Submissive plaything gagged on the couch (so submissive and eager to be used, I barely talk in this video 🥺 It does have a part where I talk to you directly how much I want you to use me, and what you can do to me and how you can pleasure yourself, kind of like a JOI)
~~~ choose your own adventure and specify which one! 😈🥺 (if you want both, but none of the other stuff here, you can tip 75)
🖤 69 - Girl next door who has been trying to get you to notice her since you’ve moved into the building. Like hello I live next door 👋 I may not have the biggest breasts or perfect confidence, but I’ve gathered all my nerves to convince you to fuck me after you do me a favor 😇😇 and you fuck me real good in my denim skirt with no panties on
🖤 100 - All of the above ! ✨
Tips 111 or higher will also receive a few extra full length videos ~~ huge amount of HD content, around an hour total !! ~~
You can also tip a small amount just for appreciation of what I do, and enjoyment of my work in these videos,
and every tip amount no matter how small or generous will get exclusive content from this set 🖤🖤 cute aesthetic pillow humping* 🎀 🙈 💕 💜
Ahh thank you so much. Funds will go towards vet bills, therapy, and maybe some personal sexpenses (I want a new “nice” sex toy, one that’s shaped like a rose and is supposed to give really mind blowing orgasms
I did a pet bills fund yesterday that absolutely bombed and nobody tipped (probably because I tried a different approach at discounting services instead of making new content, so I am sticking with creating unique and fuckin sexy videos for you). So I deleted it and made these! Not taking that failure personally, sometimes it’s hit and miss and it’s just life
I find that for some reason when I make a campaign for my vet bills it never does as well as literally anything else, and I’m not sure why but have a loose theory it’s because you want to support *me* personally and not my pet family, and get pleasure for yourself. My pets are the world to me. But I get it. It’s extraneous. So I am adding a sex toy to this drive, and if this campaign exceeds the goal I will post a full length video with a new toy! 😋🌹
It’s simple really, you help me fund vital necessities in my life, and I give you orgasms and amazing content ✨
If you contribute, even a little, thank you so much from the bottom of my slutty heart
BOOP 🥺💖
11:11 on Feb 11 and 11 awesome videos ✨
What do you think of all these? These vids range from BTS previews/screen tests of the sex tapes, to random conversational video, to me with my kitten :)
At the end of the day, I do it all for the pussy
Say hi to my heart shaped ass 🍑💖
2022-02-12 01:42:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Wow I was gonna film some content today but I’m so destroyed by a massive headache. I will make some cute valentines stuff and any customs by the end of this weekend, sorry about the delay! Life gets in the way of my creativity sometimes, lately often 😓 but I would rather create in a good state of mind, rather than overexert myself. Cute casual pics of me and my kitten here tho 💫 Do you like my kitten-colored hair? I love the pastels but wanted to feel a slightly normal hair color if only for a little while 🦭🦦
2022-02-11 02:42:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Chilling and staying hydrated 💛
Just me disheveled and having a day. No energy for makeup, styling, set decoration. But soon! I have some cute new outfits :3 Tip if you want me to show my dressing room pics! Both sfw and nsfw ;)🐆💛
Extraordinarily simple titty selfies + some Jojo screenshots 💙 🇮🇹 👊 I wish I had a big juicy pair of bouncy anime titties but these little ones will do for now, honestly I love my small ones! Small boobs are underrated, and also I feel like the one true way to rebel against society is to truly like yourself. There are billion-dollar industries that incite and monetize self hatred. It can be hard to truly like yourself but it starts with one (1) small titty. What do you think of my small boobs?
2022-02-10 17:27:41 +0000 UTC View Post
This is a Nastya Valentines Day tree!💕🌹💞❤️💘 If you’d like to treat me to some cute stuff for this oh so garish pseudoholiday, perhaps a facade of hallmark capitalism yet one with my beloved aesthetic 💖🌹💕💘, my wishlist is here ;) https://www.amazon.com/hz/wis…
PS. What are your favorite porn archetypes? Like the Jungian archetypes, but salacious
Good morning from me and my kitten 🦦💛 🌸 Some wholesomeness in between my explicit posts. If you’re not satisfied with the casual/artistic/nonsexual stuff you can look through my myriad of sexy posts and my absolute mountain of content, request a custom set, or wait until I make new stuff. Begrudgingly I am not a sex robot 24/7, for a moment I like to hear this purr and take it easy. Have a good Monday! 💛
2022-02-07 15:42:46 +0000 UTC View Post
I don’t know anymore. I guess tip me if you think I look cute in regular clothes. My style is all over the place, I have like 50 different style personalities but since I don’t leave the house much and don’t have motivation, I don’t really “serve looks”. I truly just walk around nude a lot, or in lingerie or in a shirt, or within a depressive episode I’ll wear the same thing for days on end, days that have no end, they just blend into one another
2022-02-06 15:31:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Genuine question for you guys: how is your life going right now? How are you doing? Are you happy? Are you well, or do you often feel down? I’m curious how many of you are on a similar wavelength to me.
2022-02-05 17:40:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Do you still think I am attractive clothed, or is my only value being a disembodied, depersonalized nude?
2022-02-05 15:45:25 +0000 UTC View Post
👼🏻 2:22PM on 2/2/22 and I have a critically important question: Who is your favorite Evangelion girl? 👼🏻
2022-02-02 22:23:13 +0000 UTC View Post
Happy 2/2/22! Do you like my hairy kitten? 🙈🎀 Sometimes ppl can’t stand when a girl has body hair, especially down there, and while I personally like being waxed most of the time, I also think hair down there is sexy and womanly and underrated.
The baby porn star look is hot but so is the natural look. Swipe for more pussy pics 🐈⬛🎀🐈
Casual 💓 Hi this may be obvious… but to reiterate, I’m not just here for sexual content and if you ever want to rant to me, my dms are open. Somehow it brings me comfort that I can commiserate with ppl who are also having a dark time/trauma. I know it’s selfish but isn’t it comforting, a shared misery? I grew up with a view of the world in which everyone was more fortunate than I, and it fucked me up. In reality, we all suffer 💀 🏝 Still I am lucky in some ways, and this little cat is lucky I can give her a loving home 💞
2022-02-02 04:08:16 +0000 UTC View Post
If you have any custom requests or want the best cock rating of your life, message me 🥰🌹💙
My menu: https://onlyfans.com/176544778/nastyavalentine 💖
Like my ASS-uka? Ha! Of course you do 😈 🔥 You know you want only the best to pilot your unit
2022-01-30 19:50:28 +0000 UTC View Post
