I fucked Scott and had a fantastic orgasm thinking about Shane, the mechanic. I can't seem to quit thinking about him. All I could picture was Shane's dick turning me into his personal cum slut. Then, my mind wandered to Jake and how things were between us. Jake's ultimate plan is to take me from Scott permanently...and in some ways, it's working. I can tell you it felt wrong having Scott's dick inside of me today...it seems like a betrayal to Jake to let Scott fuck me anymore, and I don't want to betray them in that way. The rest of his plan, the part about getting me to leave Scott, I'll let him believe it's working because of how I feel about Jake. One day, Jake will tire of me, or I'll tire of him. Until then, we can be the couple he desperately wants us to be. Only I'll be married to Scott, but he will have to get past that. The best part about Shane and Brandon is that both know I'm married, and they have no real interest in me other than emptying their testicles inside one hole or another. Which is precisely my interest in them...I want to be their cum dumpster and nothing more. I can't tell you why I caught feelings for Jake, but they don't leave my husband-type feelings, and as much as I would want them to be, they aren't the man of my dreams feelings. I think I found that with Scott. He is my perfect idea of a husband...even though he is in last place when it comes to who I will spend time with. So, for now, I'll just be playing my games and getting as much dick as possible. Doesn't sound like a bad plan to me!
It's Costume Week. Help me decide what costume I should wear for Halloween. Every day this week, I will model a different costume for you . On Sunday, I will post all of the costumes with pics and you all can vote for the hottest. š
This is #1 Nurse Costume Hope your having a Milftastic Monday! Catch you all later š
Brett put his dick inside me todayĀ in pretty much all three holes. This is a good recount/storyā¦at least, I think it is. It was aĀ great day for me, Brett, and Scott. Brett texted me this morning and asked me if he could work out at my houseā¦his gym is still closed from the hurricane. Scott said no, so I obviously said yes. I know itās stressing Scott to excessive levels that I now belong 100 percent to Jake, but itās making it even harder for him when I lend my pussy to another guy just for the fun of it. The cuck angst I put on Scott is like a drug to meā¦the more I stress him, the more I need to do it. It keeps my pussy wet. So, I made Scott leave the house, which he did because he is now a permanently shrunken betaā¦and I made it clear that I would let him know when he was allowed back into the houseā¦because, for now, his house belonged to Brett. I almost masturbated watching Scott pull out of the driveway, but I didnāt. I waited for Brett like a good girl.
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Brett looked good. I hadnāt seen him for a while. Did we work out? Of course not. We fucked. We fucked hard and long. We spent half the afternoon with his dick inside of me. We started in the gymā¦with his dick in my mouth, then his balls were in my mouth, then the head of his dick was in my mouth againā¦rinse and repeat until he pumped a load of cum into my belly. It just felt right to suck the sperm out of his balls. 15 minutes later, his dick was pushing into my pussy, and the excitement of it all made me a female premature ejaculator. I came in like a minute. A long hard cum. Very satisfying. Brett worked me from behind, had me ride his dick, then finished breeding me missionary, pumping a perfectly thick and slimy load of jizz in my guts. I wasnāt able to see the load he fed me earlier, but just seeing his cum slowly oozing out of me gave me a thrill thinking about how I consumed his spermā¦IĀ know why it was still stuck in my throat because it was so thick and chunky. Funny what I think about when Iām having sex. Any little thing can be a turn-onā¦I never know what it will be.
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We hung out for a bit. Brett can be awkward to talk to, but I did my best. Brett fucked the sex drive right out of me, so I wasnāt really being overly sexual with him. He asked if we could fuck one more time. I wasnāt super into it, but, he did such a nice job with my pussy earlier, I wanted to make his dick happy for him. He asked if he could do anal with me, to which I told him I had to be in the mood for it. I said if you suck my clit first, I could probably find the mood. He asked if I wanted to take a showerā¦as he just pumped a load of cum in my pussy. I said, no, tasting your own cum wonāt kill you. He agreed and ended up tasting his cum. Almost all of it has already run out of me so it wasnāt that much. But he did a nice job, and after about 5 minutes, I told him to stretch my asshole out with his dick. He did a nice job. Took his time andĀ worked his dick in my ass, letting my colon stretch to his size comfortably, and after a minute or two, he was balls deep in my ass. I told him to get pumping while I used a vibrator on my clit. In minutes he pumped my ass full of sperm, and I told him to leave his dick inside of me, and I had my second orgasm of the day with his softening dick in my asshole, plugging it up and keeping his jizz in my guts. When he pulled out, my ass decided to keep his jizzā¦which it often does. Brett hung around for a bit longer, unaware that he had served his purpose and it was time to leave, so I had to gently nudge him out the door.
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I let Scott come home a half hour later. He was angry, so I made him eat my ass clean. He tried to cum off as super upset, but his dick was hard, and the king of cucks had a hands-free orgasm. His dick started leaking cumā¦then it started pumping cum. All over my damn bedspread, which I made him wash immediately after that. He tried to pretend to be angry about the whole thing, but when I mentioned his hands-free orgasm and started to laughā¦so did he. Life is goodā¦.for both of us.
Got my guts pumped full of Jake jizz last night. Took a break from cleaning up to get my insides all messy after Jake emptied his balls inside of meā¦twice. I couldnāt resist it. Jake called and asked me to come over and I told him no, I needed to help Scott. Jake said he didnāt care what Scott needed; he needed me, and he brought up that I had told him he was the man in my life who took priority. He asked me who I wanted to be with more, him or Scott. I was in my car 5 minutes later on my way to Jakes. Guess that answers that. Scott protested, but he has known for some time and somewhat experienced already that someday he would beĀ replaced as my alpha male. That day is here.
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I got to Jakeās, and he wanted to talk about the storm, but I was in the mood for dick. So I sucked his cock while he tried to talk. Minutes later, his dick was doing beautiful things to my insides, moving things around as his dick slipped in and out of me. His dick is so wonderful; it just makes me feel so alive and so fulfilledā¦as a woman. Itās no wonder I canāt say no to Jake. When we first were fucking, we were just amazing fuck buddies. He fucked me so good I just wanted to spend time with his dick. Now, as cringy as it soundsā¦our feelings towards each other are kind of hitting that level as well. All because of his fucking incredible dick. I think Iām cock whipped. In factā¦I know I am. Itās payback for all the times I pussy whipped guys because now I know how it feels.Ā Anyway, my first orgasm with Jake was stupidā¦stupid good that is. I donāt even know how to describe it. He fucked me into an orgasm that made me so brain scrambled that if he asked me to marry himā¦I would have said yes. Funny how sex can cloud your mind and drive you to make some really bad decisions. Kind of like alcohol. Shortly after I came, he went into his first orgasm. The fucked up part was I was so brain-dead from my orgasm thatĀ I didnāt even feel his cum spraying my insides down. In fact, I only knew he came when he pulled out of me, and I felt his sperm running down the crack of my ass. I got kind of groggy, fingered it up, and ate it while Jake watched. Why? I donāt know. I just felt like eating his cum.
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Our second fuck was more romantic and kind of wishy-washy, so Iāll spare you the details. What I will tell you about my second orgasm was terrific as well. Not on par with the first one but oh so good. The best part was I felt Jakeās cock pouring cum into my pussy, making a warm, wet, slippery mess that I find so delicious. Jake slipped his cum messy dick out of me, moved it to my mouth, and let me suck his dick clean and utterly empty of any post cum drip. Then, against Jakeās wishes, I got up, slapped on my shorts, kissed him goodbye, and drove my cummy pussy home. Jake tried to get me to stay, but I was no longer in a cum trance, and better judgment prevailed. Dick loses its power after the post-orgasm brain damage wears off. So, I left my boyfriend, went home to my husband, who had everything done and thought, man, I really have it made with these two.
Iām in the mood for sucking a dick. No dick to suck, but I just saw a video, and it looked so good I wish that dick were in my mouth. But itās notā¦and itās not going to be. Maybe tomorrow, though. I hope so. I need a good cumā¦not one I gave myself either, if you know what I mean!
If you want to be a cuck, great. Just know itās one of those things most guys should fantasize about and leave at that because your version of being ācuckedā and the women's version are vastly different. Just know, if you go through with it, there will cum a day when she finds someone that you will be replaced. That was the whole point in the first place. She will still be your wife, but he is the one she wants. You will be demoted and reduced to the fact that you are now the outsider, and they are the couple. Which, for some guys, is pure joyā¦but most of you would fall apart at the seams the second you realize she wants him more than she wants you. Donāt crap your pants, thoughā¦she still loves you, just not the same way anymore, but isnāt that what your dick wanted in the first place?
Things went well during the hurricane. I stayed home. Winds were about 80 to 100 mph for 4 or 5 hours, then it died down into the 50 to 60 mph range for the first half of yesterday here on the beach, but the rain wasnāt near as much as they forecasted. We got about half of what they said. Still, a reasonably easy storm to get through as far as hurricanes go. It's not even close to being in the top 3 bad storms I have ridden out. Again, lots of wind, some water, and a whole lot of shit flying around outside but all of that is pretty normal. My porch lifted off the foundation and rearranged itself. Itās fixable and still basically in one piece. Here are a few pics of what it still looks like around my house two days later. The orange/pink home is not mine; it's my neighbor behind me...but they got about 3 feet of water inside their house, so they really got the brunt of it. Water is the worst...wind is not so bad. Just remember what you see will all be cleared up and like it never happened in less than a week, so, in the big picture, just another day that life throws at us. You either figure it out and get it doneā¦or you donātā¦I like to get it done.
Jake wants me to stay with him tonight. He says because of the hurricane, and he lives inland. I live on beachside Daytona Beach, which is an island. Iām a tenth of a mile from the ocean. Heās ten miles from the ocean. I havenāt decided if I will. Iād rather he cum over here. If I go, it will be because I want to spend the night with Jake, not because of the hurricane. Jake has become the number one man in my life. He has demoted Scott to the sidelines. I like that Jake has made sure that Scott sits on the bench. I like knowing that Scott is my backupā¦there when I need him. I like to think of Scott as ādemoted.ā Just thinking about ādemotingā Scott turns me on, fires me up, motivates me to keep pushing forward with Jake. Having Jake cum over to our house would be a total and complete demotionā¦almost as if itās permanent. Some of you will think Iām awful for wanting to do that to Scott. What you donāt get is that by being demoted by Jakeā¦even though he is number 2 technically, his ability to handle every kink I throw at him both physically and mentally makes Scott permanently number one. I know, hard to follow but thatās how it works. Scottās ability to be ādemotedā by another man and still stand by me is actually a promotion. Againā¦hard to follow but donāt worry about it. I canāt follow it half the time myselfā¦my pussy is the one driving this ride. And right now, my pussy is saying she needs to spend time with Jakeās cock inside of her. She needs Jakeās dick to make her quiver and cum so hard she spills her own girl jizz. The thought of being so turned on by a man other than my husband is intoxicating. I crave that sexual excitement. I need that sexual excitement. Look, this is my kink that is driving this boat, so I can admit the thought of making Jake my number one, thereby showing Scott his inferiority to Jake, is making my pussy soaking wet. Iāll quit here. Iām working myself up way more than I should. The thing is, I really donāt feel like going over to Jakeās tonight because I have things here at home that need tending to. Things that arenāt part of my sexual desires and kinks. Things that only my husband and I can do together. The truth is I donāt like Jake over here all that muchā¦itās not the same as when I go to his place. I donāt feel like we can really be a couple when heās at my home. My house is where I get to hold my relationship with Jake over Scott, and honestlyā¦thatās the best part of the entire thing. Coming home after a long weekend with Jake and absolutely driving Scott insane with the detailsā¦watching his stress and anxiety levels reach epic levels as I tell him how I now belong to Jake as a woman and how he has been demoted to my pussy free life partner.
Here's Daytona Beach before the hurricane. It's starting to get windy. We'll see how tonight goes. We're supposed to get the burnt of the storm starting at 4am tomorrow morning through 2pm.
Good morning. Starting to get the rain from Miltonš§ļøš and I have my floatation devices on š No wind yet, so I don't have to worry about deflating my balloons yet. Not supposed to hit us until tomorrow morning and afternoon. Hope you enjoy your day . Catch you all later š
Rob stopped by late yesterday, and we fucked. We fucked for 2 hours straight. I miss that so much. Rob is the only guy I have ever known that doesnāt complain or go soft after 30 or 40 minutes of stuffing his dick in my holes. His dick stays rock hard, and he never lets up. Why do I like to fuck that long? I get caught up thinking about things. I run sexual fantasies through my mind, and I donāt want it to end. It keeps me swampy, wet, and sexually motivated the entire time. Sometimes I go so long it physically numbs me, so itās harder for me to cum. But the orgasm I get when I do cum lasts so long and is so intense itās worth every second of it. Could I have cum in the first 5 or 10 minutes? Absolutely, but I donāt want to, so I hold off. Is that selfish? Without a doubt, but I canāt help myself. I want to feel a hard dick moving around inside me while I run an utterly perverted mind-blowing scenario through my head. What do I think about? Yesterday, I was stuck on Shane, my mechanic. I had this mental movie of him taking me out with his friends, going 4 wheeling, hanging out, and letting him bend me over and fuck my asshole until he pumped a load of sperm into my guts. The truth is, while Robās cock was stretching my hole out, I was not only running that scenario through my head but cumming up with a plan to make that happen in reality. What is it about Shane that I want to be his anal fuck toy? I think itās that all Shaneās friends, including his boss, know Scott. I want Scott to have to face them after Shane takes my ass and my pussyā¦and my mouth, for that matter, and uses them to pleasure his dick. I want both Shane and Scott to know there is a possibitly that Shane could take me away from him. There really isnāt, but they donāt need to know that. Let me reword that. I wonāt be dumping Scott for Shane. However, itās likely that my pussy will be divorcing Scott for Shane, and Shane will have full custody of all of my holes. If he can even fuck me half as good as I imagine him able toā¦then I would gladly give my body to Shane.
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All of this was running through my head while Rob was fucking me for 2 hours. Do I talk about it while heās fucking me? Not much. I might say something here or there but I donāt want to kill the mood for him either. Plus, itās awkward for guys to hear that Iām thinking of another man while his cock is rearranging my guts. Rob knows, though. I have told him. He doesnāt care. Iām just a cum dumpster for his dick to unload in for him. Likewise, to me, heās just a guy who has a massive cock that I thoroughly enjoy having inside of me.
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Why donāt I think about Jake all that much when someone like Rob is fucking me? I guess because I am somewhat emotionally attached to Jake. So much soĀ that, like Scott, I am feeling the urge to cheat on him. My time with Rob yesterday was incredible. Not only because Rob can fuck as long as I want him to but because I am cheating on Jake with Rob. I am a seriously flawed individualā¦and Iām very okay with that!
This is a long video for a handjob video. Some of you won't like it. I'm talking the entire time, and I'm not saying the nicest of things. I made this video for me if I'm being honest. It's a reality sex video...a kind of glimpse into my sexual life that only the people close to me experience. Not many guys would put up with this, nor would they be able to handle it. But I am who I am, and I like what I like. Feel free to let me know what you think, good or bad.
I do love when a man can overfill my guts with his cum...it makes me fill so alive and properly used. I do love that feeling when I becum the breeding hole for a man's dick. Even better, after I stand up...all the remaining cum pours out and runs down my leg. I wish I were wearing a skirt in public. I'd proudly show off my just-been-pumped full and still dripping fashion statement.
Rob came back to Daytona today and came all up in my guts, pumping me full of his breeding juice. This man has supercharged jizz in his nuts...talk about a lesson in how to properly breed a MILF...Rob is the master. I'll masturbate to this video a hundred times myself...hopefully you will, too.
Jake drove me home with his cock in my throat the entire way and another 5 minutes in my driveway as I worked the sperm out of his balls, through his dick, and into my stomach. I spent another minute getting the remaining jizz out of his dick, making sure he wouldnāt have any post cum drip on the way home. Jake asked me if I really wanted to goā¦I could stay in the car, and we could return to his place. I had to think about it. I decided I wanted to stay. I needed to spend some time at home and had things I wanted to discuss with my husband. I wanted to know if he could still taste Jakeās cum in my mouth when I kissed him. He could, but he admitted he saw me, or the lack thereof, in Jakeās car in the driveway. He could see Jake but not me, so he figured I was treating myself to Jakes's cock.
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It was a split-up day. I had to come home early this morning. I had a few things I had to do. So at 7 am, I woke Jake up by sucking his cock and then riding his dick, basically fucking myself stupid on his dick, giving myself a massive orgasm. I came before Jake did so when he asked to fuck my ass, I got up on all fours, spread my cheeks and felt his dick slide balls deep in my colon. I was that close, like seconds away from cumming again, when Jake buried his dick in my asshole, went still, then started pumping cum in my guts. I need to ask him why he goes totally still, be it my pussy or ass. He goes still, pumps his cum, pauses for a few seconds then starts pumping again. Itās like heās cumming twice or something, but I never feel any sperm washing my insides down when he starts pumping again. Iām curious about it but Iām usually to cum d-runk to think about it at the time. Anyway, I ran home with Jakes's load still entirely in my ass, as it wasnāt giving up the cum. I was worried it would run out of my ass on the ride over, but it didnāt. It did, however, run out of my ass when I sat on Scottās face and had him tongue my asshole. He tried not to swallow it, but I warned him I wouldnāt be coming home for the rest of the week if he didn't. He likes my smiling face because he worked it down like a champ. I could have masturbated and cum again from that, but I wanted to keep my orgasms for Jake. Scott wanted to jerk off, but I told him he would have to do it by himself. I belonged to Jake now, and it was Jakeās weekend, so Scott would have to be happy with licking Jakeās nut out of my ass. It was all he was going to get this morning. I got my stuff done, called Jake and he came and picked me up. I spent the rest of the day with him. It was wonderful. I even hung out with his friends, who were super cool and super fun. Iām not a fan of football, but they made it fun. It was exciting being Jakeās girlfriend in front of his friends. I loved hanging on Jake, sitting on his lap, knowing I was married and cheating with all his friends watching. Jake furthers it by making sure everyone knows that I am his woman. I like that. My pussy was dripping the entire time. It made our sex amazing after his friends left. Jake wanted to fuck my ass a second time, but this time, I wanted him to fuck me, missionary. So I lay on my back, slipped his dick in my still cummy butthole, and felt his dick stroke my insides with each pump. We made out while he stretched my colon out, and with his tongue in my mouth, he fucked me into what may possibly the strongest orgasm of my life. It was so strong I couldnāt breathe. It was so intense I didnāt even know he unloaded his cum balls deep in my asshole. I didnāt even know he came I was so out of it. We made out until his dick softened and slipped out of my ass. We connected on a level that I have never experienced before. I had no idea, in all these years, with thousands up thousands of orgasms, that I would be able to reach such elevated levels of sexual bliss. I have no idea if that happens with age, or itās because of Jakeās dick or because of the way I connect with him. Maybe itās all of the above. All I know is, as I sit here right now, all I can think about is putting Jakeās dick back inside my body, in one hole or another. It doesnāt matter. I just want to please his cock the way his cock pleases my body. So, all in all, a great weekend. Now, I get to discuss all of this with my husbandā¦which will make it even better!
The sex with Jake today is indescribable. We have only fucked once so far, but his dick will be inside me many more times before the evening is over. I came so hard today that I may have lost consciousness for a minute. I'm not sure. What I am sure is it was so good and so strong I can never let Jake go. If I have to chain him in the basement to keep his dick pumping cum in my guts...so be it.
Itās almost magical the way a man with a beautiful dick can transform and reduce and transform another man into such a tiny, inconsequential man, ¼ of the size he used to be, powerless to stop his reduction. Jake has that magical dick. I donāt think most guys understand the power a perfect cock wields. Every time Jake slips his magical dick in my guts and fucks me brain-deadā¦he is also knowingly and with joy making Scott just a little smaller. With every stroke of his dick inside of me, Scott becomes less. Physically, as the world sees Scott, there is no changeā¦but to me, and the way Scott sees himselfā¦heās been shrunk into a useless state, becoming more useless with every orgasm Jake and his magical dick give me. For me, I get a feeling of complete power, which provides me with a sense of total sexual arousal. And that is why I will never stop fucking Jake. He has made me cum in ways I didnāt know were possible. In ways that Scott will never even ācumā close to. He has made me cum so hard and intensely that it overrides everything else, and I have deep feelings for him. So much so that I end up telling Scott that I feel things for Jake that I have never felt before. Because Scott has been reduced in size so much, he is encouraging and caring, willingly accepting his wife has become another mans sexual toy. Knowing that with each load of cum Jake pumps into my hungry body that itās Jakeās sperm I want, not his. He has accetpted total domination by a far superior man. I relish in how Scottās sex life is now lived through my sex life with Jake. So much so itās like Iām talking to my best friend after a hot date where I was used like a cum dumpster by the man of my dreams. Except itās my husband that Iām confiding in. I wonder why I wouldnāt just leave Scott for Jake. Jake wants me to. I certainly could. But I donāt want to. I like how things are. I have cum to the conclusion that Scott is my pet. Some of us love our pets more than we love actual people. Iām one of those people. My pet just happens toĀ be a sexual one in the form of Scott.
I am spending my weekend with Jake. I want to see how much smaller Jake can reduce Scott. Which means Iām expecting some of the most epic orgasms of my life. Iām almost nervous about our relationship's intensity, whether sexual or emotional. I am at Jakes now, waiting for him to get out of the shower. I intend on drinking his sperm when he does. I want to worship his cock properly that way. Iāll keep you posted.
Some of you were observant and looked at all the pics. Yes, there is jizz on my face in one of them. So here's the story. It is true, 100 percent. I remember this day clearly. The guy who shot these pics was a 20-year-old college student studying to be a graphics designer. He was goofy, but he had a tent pole going on his pants before we even started taking pictures. After a while, it got to me. As in, I had the urge to see his dick. So I pulled his dick out, jerked it off with my lips and tongue, and sucked the cum right out of his balls. Then we finished the pics. Then we fucked. Then, a few days later, he called me and told me what a huge mistake it was to breed me. He felt guilty and told his fiance, which I didn't even know he had, who left him and blamed me for it. I just laughed, thanked him for pumping cum into me, and said good luck with all you do. Never heard from him again.
Had a member show me a pic he liked from 2014, so I went and found the entire set. So here's a throwback for you in an Octoberfest kind of vibe! There are so many it will take two posts to get them all.
I wasnāt going to, but the mood hit me, and I rubbed one out. I am going to say that my masturbation orgasms are getting to the point of amazing, which brings me to this. Iām going to push my Amazon wish list a bit, which is an absolute rarity. Why? Because I need a sex stool. For some reason, when I masturbate, if Iām sitting up, my orgasm is so much moreā¦I donāt know how to describe it. Maybe chemically intense. Like a mass dopamine injection, I can feel it starting in my brain. Itās intense to the point of scary, but I am addicted to it. But only if Iām sitting up. Itās an entirely different, more physical orgasm, still incredible, but just not the same. So, I have to sit on the toilet if I want that maximum intense self-induced orgasm. Embarrassing, but heyā¦I have no control over how my body reacts to these things. You probably have no idea of what Iām trying to describe as most of you have a dick, and I have zero clue how a dude's orgasm starts, where it originates, or how intense it might be. In my mind, it seems like this massive relief via the release of cum from the balls. It looks so satisfying when I watch a man's face as he empties his testicles for me. I would give about anything to trade places and know what that feels like. I have been so curious my entire life to understand what it feels like to have a dick, have it sucked, what it feels like inside of a woman, and most of all, what it feels like to feelĀ the jizz pumping through it and out of the head. Now, Iām just turning myself on. Anyway, I have put some good shit on my wishlist, or you can add anything you want. As always, if you send me something you will get a personalized just for you video of me using it or wearing it. No matter the cost.
I like dressing up. I like dressing up in the sexiest clothes I can wear. I am hooked on being the center of attentionā¦sexually. As in the queen slut of the gathering. Which, most of the timeā¦I am. But, like most people, I get nervous and self-conscious. I want to learn not to give a rat's ass about what anyone thinks, but stillā¦itās always there. I so want to go out to a club alone, but I have this thing about going alone. I think it makes me look desperateā¦which I kind of amā¦for dick, that is. If I take Scott or any other guy that defeats the purpose. When I met Brett, I had Scott there, but he came in separately, and Brett still, to this day, has no idea he watched me flirt with him and get things rolling. Iām saying thatĀ Iām getting older, and my time isnāt infinite, so I feel like I need to pick things up while I can. What Iām really saying, all bullshit aside, is thatĀ my pussy seems to have reached maximum sexual hunger mode, and I want to capitalize on as much dick as I can. I have no idea how long I will be this sexually charged, hopefully forever or many years, to cum, and I want to chase as many orgasms as I can without a walker. I need to take my big girl panties off, put on a shirt skirt, hit the Ocean Deck, and bend over often to pick up my keys when hot dudes walk by. I need to work up the guts to get it doneā¦all by my lonesome and no wingman for support. I hate to say itā¦Scott, by his looks alone, scares them off, so my chances are minimal. Scott is good for keeping the whack jobs away, so Iām not complaining. But, If the studs only knew his dick gets pumped when they show me interestā¦they might end up getting their balls emptied in the parking lot. Maybe I should make him a t-shirt that saysā¦āĀ Feel free to finger my wife.ā With an arrow pointing to me.
Did I lick Carly's slit until she leaked? I wanted to, but then she started talking. That put the brakes on me, licking her from the inside.
I know a lot of you want me to tell you that Carly is my new lesbian porn partner. You want to know and see how we eat each other out, and I want to tell you and show you just that. Howeverā¦she isnāt doing it for me, and as much as I would love to tell you she doesā¦she doesnāt. She is the hottest chick I have ever been with, but honestly, Jake eats my pussy better than she does. She also has some pretty negative views of men and masculinityā¦two of my favorite things in this world. I guess Iām saying as hot as she is, I have a hard time spending time with her. Sheās one of those people who demand that I and everyone else accept and follow her ideals, and if we donātā¦then we are not worthy ofĀ living. Not sure where men went wrong for herā¦maybe she had a bad anal experience or somethingā¦who knows, but Iām not sticking around to find out. You know what is weird? I donāt think of men and women as two different classes of people. Sure, men have my favorite thing ever attached to them, but even thenā¦I only see them as peopleā¦the same way I see womenā¦as peopleā¦less my favorite part but with my second favorite part. Both sexes are equally capable of being morons and more. You know what's worse? I sexually harass both sexes equally in my mind every day. I see a studā¦I think about sucking the cum out of his balls. I see a hot chick, andĀ I think about licking her until she leaks. Sadly, I see everyone as a sex object before I ever see them as a person. I was wired a perv at birth.
Morning thoughts. I want Jake to pump my guts until I cum so hard I have no choice but to become his property to fill with jizz anytime his dick wants to do so. After a discussion with Scott, I thought about this all morning before he went to work.
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Scott wants to know whatās next. I told him this morning someone commented on what a beautiful couple Jake and I were last night, and in addition to that, I was going to stay the weekend with Jake at his place. I asked him if that made him feel like the outsider in the relationship, hoping it would. It sounds so sexually deliciousā¦Scott being reduced to an outsider that is. Scott was frustrated and said it was overnights, then vacations, and now you want to stay at his place because people think you two are a couple. I said, yes, I do, and I will. Being somewhat turned on at this point, I got a wicked thrill telling Scott how wet and happy it makes me when people think Jake and I are a couple. I explained to my husband that Jake is a beautiful man, and I am proud to be seen with him. I want people to know I would drop to my knees on command and joyfully suck every drop of sperm out ofĀ his testicles through his dick. I went into detail for Scott how I plan on eating as much of Jakeās cum as possible this weekend. What I didnāt tell my husband is that I actually do have a plan. I know Jake, for whatever reason, is really into me. He wants everyone, including Scott, out of the picture. And I and my swampy wet pussy love that he feels that way beyond description. So much so that I want to do things to Jakes's cock this weekend that will forever make him hopelessly addicted to me and deepen his feelings for me. I donāt even care if I cum, even though I know I will. I just want to leave him cum stupid, cum obedient, and totally mine. Kind of like Scott but dominant. I have Scott for my cuck bitch. I donāt need two cucks. That would ruin the thrill for me. I want to make Jake so confident about how perfect his dick is, which it truly is perfect, that I will obey his every command. So much so that he is blind to see I am the one controlling his dick, his body, and his mind. I wish Jake would just bend me over without asking and pump his cock in my asshole and fill my colon with spermā¦whenever he feels the needā¦morning, noon, or night. Iāll get him to that point. I know I can. Then he would be my perfect man. The politeness, the manners, the romance, all very good but I need that sexual male masculinity to kick in and take what it wantsā¦because I, and all of my holes are desperate to give it to him. Then, I will truly have the men of my dreams in my life. Sure, Scott will take more of a back seat, but heās a cuck. He canāt escape that anymore. Iām fucking his best friend's son, who sends him pictures of his dick in my mouth and tells him how funny it is that he has taken his wife from him, and there's nothing he can do about it. Thatās a cuck. No ifs, ands, or buts about it. His sex life is limited to jerking off when heās told and to eat his cum on command. Which is every time. I donāt know why I have to see that. I just do. It wouldnāt be the same if he didnāt eat his sperm for me.
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Anyway, that was my morning thoughts. Let me know yours!
Jake pumped my holes for 3 hours today. 3 hours. I thought it was like 30 minutes, but thatās what happens when you get fucked so good it reduces you to a retard. Itās been quite the past few days. Brandon fucked me brain-dead this weekend, and Jake fucked me into a jizz oozing tard. The orgasms over the last few days have been spectacular. I think the older I get, the harder I cum. That has to be true because I'm serious when I say if Iām appropriately bredā¦my brain turns off from the pleasure. I know they laugh at me. I laugh at me. When Iām that turned on, I become fixated on cocks rearranging my guts in any hole and in any way possible. I told Jakeās dick that I loved it today. He thought I was talking about him. We will let him keep thinking that. But itās his dick and the body itās attached to that Iām genuinely infatuated with. I canāt get enough of it. I really canāt. Funny how a cock can do that to me. I canāt just up and tell a guy itās not him that I loveā¦itās itās his dick. If only they were detachable and reattachable on any guy life would be amazing! How cool would that be? Boyfriend ticks you off, you switch his dick out with a tiny one-inch cock and let him run around crying like the little teeny weeny boy bitch you turned him into. Now Iām getting weird, so Iāll end it here. Just know that I have been thoroughly fucked into submission, and sperm is running down my thighs as we speak. I need Scott here to clean it up. Heās at work, though. Maybe I should just run in there and show him what Iāve been up to. Sounds like a good idea to me!
Had my date with Carly. Super hot, super brunette, super slim and trimā¦my kind of chick, to say the least. She is, without a doubt, 100 percent full-on gay and looking for another 100 percent full-on gayā¦which isnāt me. She doesnāt know that yet, but Iāll tell her. Dick is not something I can give up or even pass up for pussy. Yes, sheās an amazingly beautiful woman with a rocking body but stillā¦she will never have a cock that will pump cum in my guts, and I canāt live without that. We had a great time just hanging out at the Ocean Deck. She lost her shyness, leaned into me told me how much my body turned her on. Thatās all my pussy needed to hear to start drooling and making wet spots in my shorts. To make things even hotter, we did a little lesbian dirty dancing for all to see. We even made out on the floor while people stared with jaws dropped like they had never seen two chicks about to eat each out.
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We ended up at her place. Which led to us fingering each other's clits, licking each other tits, clits, and pussies. She has a perfect pussy with a perfect little clit that is just right for licking and sucking. Which I did, and after a few minutes, she popped a wet orgasm all over my face. She isnāt a squirter, but she sure does leak girl jizz like the faucet was left on. Her orgasm wiped her out, and I was somewhat left hanging, but I understood. I have been fucked stupid myself, and I know it takes a few to get your head back. I got her head backā¦as in right between my legs, and she worked my clit like a true pro. It took her about 5 minutes to get me to cum. Iām unsure if it was the best she could do or if she was just wiped out, but her enthusiasm dried up after she came. I mean, I came, but it wasnāt all that. Iāll chalk it up to a first-time feel-each-other-out kind of thing.
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We chatted after that for a while. She has all kinds of plans and ideas of things she wants to doā¦Iām not sure Iām the one to be doing them with. I havenāt decided yet. What I did know was I didnāt get the orgasm I needed and hoping for. So I said my goodbyes and took my still-horny pussy with me straight to Brandon's Bar in hopes he would be workingā¦and he was! Lucky me. I even told him what my evening had been like so far. He said not to worry, he would take care of me, but he wanted to take a picture when we were fucking. I agreed, why wouldnāt I? I have a zillion pictures out there of me fucking, what's one more? We went into his dad's office, and he told me to strip naked and spread my legs and pussy for him. I did and he took a few pics. Later after we fucked he texted them to Scott, saying, āYour wife is here begging me to fuck her again. I said I would, but only if she let me cum in her asshole. She agreed.ā But like I said, I didnāt know he texted that until I got home, and Scott angrily showed me the texts. Neither here nor there because the truth was, I was begging Brandon to fuck me, and thankfully he did. I was in a state of orgasm withdrawals and needed a fix. He pumped me full of cum and fucked me into a massive orgasm. His cock turned my brain off for a few minutes. It was that good. Before I left, Brandon asked me what I told Scott about all the cum in my holes. I said I didnāt tell him anything. I make him eat it out of me. You should have seen Brandonās face when I said that. Scott will take some severe shit on Monday from his friends and co-workers, and sadly for Scottā¦that turns me on more than it should!
Hope you're all having a great weekend. I did have my date with Carly last night. I will post all about either this evening or first thing in the morning. I'm working on my house today so I won't be on here much but here's a couple of pics for you. Hope you use them wisely šš¦š Catch up with you all later š