

Tonight I went to a women's retreat. I was feeling under the weather but I had been invited by a friend and I wanted to check out her space. As you might know, I'm not the most socially adept person. Social gatherings can be awkward for me because I don't interpret body language or tone well. I went. I wasn't really that social. There was a sound bath and meditation. I sat in a room full of women and I connected with my inner self. Connecting with myself hasn't been that pleasant lately. I know a big change is coming and the anxiety of that hangs over me. But I did that anyway too. We each took a tarot card from the center of the room. Mine was breathe. I breathed. There was a temporary tattoo station and I gave myself a whale. Overall the experience wasn't bad. I'm not sorry I went and it's good to be around other humans. Sadly though I didn't feel heart-opened and welcomed. Thanks for coming to my tedtalk about my night.