***ARTISTIC CREATOR FEATURE*** @itslouisartmodel Before I s..

***ARTISTIC CREATOR FEATURE*** @itslouisartmodel Before I started my inner journey and my career as artmodel. Really touching and sometimes makes me cry remembering it again. Anxiety, fear, and low self-confidence with my skinny body. So hard to accept and make me always see myself very low when in society. Two years ago, I started to enter college and choose art because I am passionate and how art is something that touches my heart as an emotional person. Someone came to me after my class in art academy. She said needed a model for drawing class. Of course as college student with a lot of bills to pay. I think really good to get money. And tomorrow, I go to his studio. I met some of his students. Suddenly, I realized that this is a nude life drawing class and have to take clothes. so this will be completely naked. when I thought about how they looked at my skinny body. So I entered the room wearing a robe. Take off everything I'm wearing and completely naked. So awkward and make me nervous. She previously said relax and breathe freely. So I did some poses and that time i feel so peace with myself. Because I don't see the reactions and cynical stares about my body. I went on and did some poses. let my emotion and feeling self expression with body. After that session, she said thank you and really satisfied that I was the best artmodel she had ever met. she even asked me to regularly model for her classes and since that i started my career as artmodel. being artmodel is truly change my life and inner journey. I realize that the way we think determines how our confidence is. Every human body is beautiful. nudity is a form of self-confidence and self-expression. I did research and read a lot of books on nude art, tantra, erotica and a lot of things. I started to explore and practice on myself. Meditate yourself, spend time with nature, be active to express my sexuality and do some self-portraits. For me sexuality, nudity and porn is not taboo. Really touching and moment we can so close with mother nature. all we need is inner peace, balance between body and mind, and positive energy. Don't be shy to release all energy and let nature respond to your body. Fear is a natural thing when humans are not confident in seeing their bodies, give a touch and caress for praise because every human body is beautiful. I started my OF to share my stories about inner journey and spreads this world with positive energy. hopefully can give a positive meaning for their sexuality lifestyle and don't be afraid to try become nudist. I know there will be a lot of bad stigma and narrow-mindedness. Many voices will ask "why you do nudeart?", "Why are you naked?" "Aren't you ashamed of slim body as male?", I do it because my heart and passionate with art. Spreads positive message to everyone about the beauty of the human body. Share stories and my feelings in the moment. Breaking down boundaries built on negative thoughts and wrong standards. We deserve to celebrate and love our body. Hopefully my pages can grow too so i can also help another creator. because I believe every creator inspires with their stories. I know not one who lives in luxury. have pay bills waiting at the end of each month. but when I can do what I care about and passionate as a creator. what doesn't get better than this. This is my love story about my inner journey