Wholesome post, yeah itโs one of those โ๐คโ
Wholesome post, yeah itโs one of those โ๐คโ
2022-07-12 01:31:11 +0000 UTC View PostWholesome post, yeah itโs one of those โ๐คโ
2022-07-12 01:31:11 +0000 UTC View PostHalf queen, half machine. Are you ready to CYBER?
2022-07-11 21:23:04 +0000 UTC View PostThe perfect girl of the future 2.0 is here: drives a tesla, wears cute outfits, flashes her boobs and pussy in the backseat. It would be a shame to have this car and not do something HORNY in it. Wanna ride? ๐
2022-07-11 03:16:11 +0000 UTC View Post~๐Update๐~ Hiii! My art show/horniest party ever/high concept rave/immersive experience *Cyber Castle* is this weekend!! ๐๐ฆญ๐
Ahh this is so exciting, nerve racking, all the feels haha. Iโm going to be taking some time to focus on my irl art things. During this time I wonโt be able to make any new content or sex tapes. I want yโall to have some fun on this page still so I am having a half off sale on all premades! I do sales rarely so take advantage of it while you can ๐
A video from me to you when you scroll thru the slides ๐๐ Like this post if you support my horny art! ๐ ๐
When Iโm well rested and well finished with my art show I will resume making new content for OF! ๐ฅ Iโm happy to have this opportunity to present my work tho.
I developed the concept of Cyber Castle, made installations for it, and will be doing a performance. Itโs gonna be the cyberhorniest party of them all. Iโll post many pics and video of the event, my outfit changes and art and all things horny/relevant.
After several years of covid preventing any kind of public art practice, Iโm going back to the way I engineered events before. Tbh itโs stressful because I havenโt done it in so long, Iโm socializing every day which Iโm not used to, Iโm marketing, and I have a heavy workload. This means Iโll be less on OF this week (although Iโll still be logging in and checking at least once a day!) and have scheduled posts, sales on sex tapes, and pre-sent PPVs so I donโt entirely lose out on income while working on my project. Donโt want to neglect my OF page which is like my internet home, but I must take care of my real life shit. Gotta keep yโall horny too!! ๐๐๐๐ฅ
The entire time this post is up Iโll have a 50% sale on allllll of my sex tapes so you can tip for anything you wanna see, half off ๐
These are my most recent ones, the campaign for July is about half way there and I would love for it to get all the way there ๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน๐ฅน Thank you so fuckin much if youโve contributed !! ๐๐๐
Have a horny and beautiful week, much love ๐๐ฅณ๐ฅฐ๐
๐ฅ June campaign of explicit sex tapes: https://onlyfans.com/334606463/nastyavalentine
(42min Elf princess video; 25min office intern roleplay, and more)
๐ฅ July campaign of explicit sex tapes: https://onlyfans.com/352913455/nastyavalentine
(repressed Christian girl fucking Jesus dildo; anime girl multiple dragon dildos; tentacle cream pie, and more)
This is the first gif Iโve ever posted on OF!! ๐๐ Do you like it? Cyber Castle and my artistic vision for it got a write up on a nightlife blog, check it out:
๐ https://www.weirdomusicforever.com/weird-news-and-interviews/2022/7/6/nastya-valentine-presents-cyber-castle-featuring-plasmic-celeste-x-baby-uniq-jasmyn-milan-and-more ๐
Hiii I am in a writing hole today to try and get done all the writing components for Cyber Castle ๐ฐ๐ It is in exactly one week holyshit!! Here are some of the pics I didnโt want to post. I may look fat but it wonโt stop me from being iconic. I do feel a bit better today, partially thanks to my meds being refilled.
[jesse pinkman voice] yeah science!!!! ๐โ๏ธ ๐งช๐งช๐ง
Heard someone turned off the large hadron colliderโฆ
well Iโd like to turn on your large hardon collider ๐ฅตโ๏ธ
* sees myself out *
Honestly? I just want a personal treat ๐๐ฅบ I want to get my hair done professionally, or to get a massage and rehabilitate my stress, before my art show next week. Do you think Iโve been a good girl and deserve to treat myself after working so hard?
Have I been a good little doll, existing for your pleasure, making every day Nastya Valentines Day? Tip what you like, all tips will be rewarded. Thank you ๐ฅบ๐
Swipe for the cutest pussy and the cutest heart shaped ass and the most kitteny kitten๐
Friendly reminder that it's free to like my posts! ๐ If you do that and like a bunch of my posts I will be very happy ๐ฅบ
Warning: Extremely emo long talking videos (and pics)โฆ. at least thereโs titties. I have errands all day so I will respond to messages and such in the later half of the day. Thank you so much for your patience while I feel like shit for the stupidest reasons and very sorry for the delays
You can skip this post if you donโt want the darksided shit
Not sure why a bath was like the venue for all this nonsense lol but I donโt question the creative impulses when they happen. I took a lot of baths recently and I find it a safe space, a place of healing. My life has had too much stress and overwhelm recently and it comes out in this demonic toxicity of body image pains
My body image is like the first pic in the slideshow recently -_- I donโt even wanna take nude body pics rn I feel fat and bloated. Thatโs primarily why I havenโt been posting new nudes recently. I feel triggered and limited in my body in so many ways
To offset any triggers about my unsatisfactory naked body: pics of my cute kitten, me sexually identifying with an obese animatronic photoshopped mermaid Jack Nicholson (how I feel right now), pic of my stress rash, glamorous outfit pics from when I was hotter and totally random shit that happens to be on this device at this moment in time; not an organized post, this is unhinged af and too quickly written and too poorly written and a toxic wasteland of stream of consciousness ranting
It was/is the biggest compliment to me when someone tells me I look thin, and no one ever tells me that. Iโm emotionally starved for compliments that Iโm physically starved
(and the hypocrisy of it murders me โ I literally just had a dream that I was murdered and replaced by a robot version of myself that is more โperfectโ than my irl self. Freud โ what is this)
A few weeks ago a friend in unrelated online conversation unsolicitedly estimated my weight at 108 and this upset me horrendously for various reasons including 1. You never ever EVER discuss other womenโs bodies or weights, especially unprompted, much less give them a number, it will Always be derogatory. Knowledge that a friend had a physically-manifesting mental illness should be treated with more consideration. The person also has an ED so should first of all know better to mention numbers online, second of all assigns that number to be fat based on her own distorted thinking, which I see as a betrayal that she sees me as fat. 2. This was around my weight when I was about my heaviest and itโs triggering to me. I feel gross and heavy; Iโm very short barely over 5โ so that weight is a high one for my stature. Even in double digits I still look โnormalโ nor โskinnyโ. In general I do not look at my weight at all unless medically necessary at a doctor, which unfortunately I have been to a lot lately. 3. It makes me on a shallow level wonder what people who see me nude online think of my body, when before I was empowered posting nudes and getting compliments, now I start to feel overly exposed like people all of a sudden will think Iโve gotten chubby and I freak out. Itโs also disgusting because I donโt want to contribute to the already prevalent fat phobia in our society and I personally am attracted to curvier women, but when it comes to my self itโs a different story
Being skinny and little and thin was such a part of my identity that now coming back to social reality after covid feels fucked up that Iโve become a fat troll; I find myself regretting recovering from my ED even tho it can literally send someone into death, and itโs hypocritical because I would never think or say this about someone else and provide such a body positive view on my online presence โ right now my entire body view is skewed with the perception of going out irl more and having my picture taken: I just hate it so much even tho I love doing shoots. This is why I love OF because I can control my entire image here and find my flattering angles online; at home I have unlimited time to plan a shoot, style myself in flattering outfits, and edit as I wish. At a irl shoot with the pressure and time constraint I find myself making poor decisions and posing fatly in front of someone elseโs camera. My natural body then disgusts me โ it affects my anxiety and already despicably low confidence level, and now my income as well because I donโt want to do shoots because I am so disillusioned and triggered. I hope I either lose weight or this feeling goes away magically on its own before Cyber Castle because I would be mortified to do a performance and curate a show while having this anxiety
Fucking first world problems. I fucking hate feeling like this
I talk about this in Cyberhorny too, and try to step outside of myself for objective self awareness, but itโs so hard โ the degenerate ways the body is viewed/experienced from within and without, the empty currency of superiority and the self inflicted violence of thinness
Even though many of my chronic health issues are residual from my eating disorder I sometimes unhealthily fantasize about being thin again. Itโs insulting when my weight is estimated at higher than what it is. I hate my curvyness, it doesnโt suit me, and I hate being called thicc or healthy or normal. At the same time, I should set an example to others that you donโt need to be anorexic to be successful โ itโs the opposite of sexy โ and itโs possible to recover from diseases like this. At my unhealthily thinner days I donโt think I would have had subscribers to my OF. Although, I donโt know, the barely legal look can be appealing in its petiteness. But itโs gross imo
I donโt know why I am talking about this to a (primarily) male audience, itโs not like anyone really cares about these kind of intricacies / mental weaknesses on a porn page. I guess I just need a vent. Iโll probably delete this post tomorrow and need a few days to remedy these thoughts before I start feeling acceptably hot to myself again
In the myriad of hundreds of thousands of creators and bodies online, ranging from stick thin to voluptuously Rubenesque, you subscribed to a woman of average build, not skinny or athletic or Mom bod or obese (although the vile intrusive thoughts in my brain may think so sometimes) โ a body thatโs just a canvas and a vessel โ which leads me to think that my personality and engagement is what makes me appealing, and the minimal hotness that I have serves as a pleasant eye candy to go with that personalityโฆ it would not be enough to only post my body
Who died and decided that being skinny was attractive? The book Iโm reading rn *The Beauty Myth* debunks this very well
Yes I am aware of deconstructing the fat shaming that exists in our society โ fat should never be a feeling of inferiority, but itโs so ingrained in the kind of someone who had an eating disorder for over a decade. I do what I can to fight these thoughts but brain got hands. Being thin used to be such a part of identity in another life. I wanted to be extraordinary with an incredible stunning body but the truth is my life, my body, is a temple of meaty averageness, which is eh (soul crushing) but something to be embraced in its own way. There is beauty in the ordinary, the average, the mundane. Now I have so much more, so much of my heart and mind and spirit to share, my art and vision and passion, but yeah these thoughts will occasionally creep up and itโs a pitiful discomfort
It upsets me. It kills my already fragile confidence. But if I donโt share my Recovered body and spread the conquest of these thoughts, even if the journey is nonlinear and has setbacks such as this, I would be doing a massive injustice to both myself and anyone reading who may find themselves affected by these things
Sorry again about the delay in activity and thank you for being patient (I also tbh donโt want to answer any messages until Iโm in a less negative and unsexy headspace so a little bit of self care and mindless errands today should help shake this off โ donโt worry lol Iโm not like this 100% of the time even tho Iโm in an area of turbulence rn mentally). I hope you have a stress free day and feel good about yourself and treat your mind+body with the care it needs and deserves. Inspire me to do the same
Health is the most important thing we have in this world and it shouldnโt be underestimated. I have only one body to contend with; I donโt have the money to alter it. I can accept it or destroy it, and the latter is not an option. When we lose our faculties itโs suffocating, sometimes literally. Iโve had a health crisis too many, I donโt want any more
I am going to stop this post now because this is why I have a team of therapists
Took some pics for *Cyber Castle* today but idk I have horrible anxiety about working with photographers because I always think I look gross through other ppls eyes! Like on my own I know how to curate a photo but I really deeply fear looking fat so Iโm having a weird set of feels even tho Iโm excited to promote the show ๐๐ตโ๐ซ Tip me and/or compliment me if you think I look cute and shouldnโt be afraid to post more ๐ณ I will prob delete these off the face of the earth depending on how I feel ๐ I literally feel plus sized ๐ณ
2022-07-07 02:27:59 +0000 UTC View PostWholesome post lovers: this is like my idea of heaven ๐พ I have a few new articles in the works for my Cyberhorny site that should be published in the next week or so. Check out my last one, about commercially available AI companions (wholesome or sexual), and a general dive into parasocial porn. What topics would you like me to engage in sexual discourse with?
https://www.cyber-horny.com/post/ai-or-die-a-commentary-on-parasocial-interaction-in-horny-cyberspace ๐
Iโll post sultry pics and ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ documentation of my Cyberhorny art show here but for now you can observe the natural Nastya in very cozy home mode ๐
Kitty, Breaking Bad, bae slippers, retainer, and not brushing my hair for days ๐ญ๐ Saving the glam for the show! I be on my jesse pinkman ish rn
Let's get liiiiittttt
Show this post some love if you enjoy seeing my casual streetwear outfits โบ๏ธ๐๐งก If this post gets some tips I'll post more ^o^
OnlyBoobs. (๐)(๐) Donโt really give a f about this pseudo holiday cause fuk the conditions in the USA right now, fuck capitalism and fuck the system, but let freedom ring with these boobs.
2022-07-04 23:54:09 +0000 UTC View PostDo I look good in this leather corset? ๐ค
2022-07-03 21:24:22 +0000 UTC View PostFirst full body nudes I ever took.... I have pillow marks on my ass โ๏ธ ๐ณ Tip $5 or more if you want to see the entire collection of my first full nudes, thereโs around 30-40 pics in total ๐ผ๐ป๐
2022-07-03 21:18:22 +0000 UTC View PostI hope you have a fantastic start to July!! ๐๐ A wholesome sfw photo from my trip before I post any new spicy pics, do you like it?
Thanks for showing me and my page so much love, I hope youโre excited for the Cyberhorny and artistic stuff I have in storeโฆ letโs have an amazing month ๐ฆ
I am off to bed I wish I could lounge on this beautiful couch 4ever ๐ฅบ
Iโve got Christ between my thighs ๐ณ Hiiii I have new videos for my July therapy and medical campaign ๐ค๐ Itโs the end of the month and beginning of a new one. June was dark and horrible and I lost my cat Russell, my emotional support animal, but the end of the month was amazing with a romantic getaway and vital time off. My art show *Cyber Castle* is in two weeks. Thereโs a lot going on. I only went to one therapy session last month because I couldnโt bring myself to schedule the rest and all my expenses went towards my art show and other more physically immediate medical bills; I would really like to have proper psychiatric and mental health care this month. I am pretty sure I have to get back on my ADHD medication, or increase my anxiety medicine, I literally cannot focus or concentrate, but that will be up to my doctor.
The first video is a wholesome one, the rest are mostly porn but with some wholesome elements as well โค๏ธ
Better care for me = better porn content for you? Win-win? ๐ฅบ๐๐๐ I think so ๐ฅบ
Btw I am getting back to all messages that piled up while I was away! Sorry itโs taking me a while, the ones with tips are auto pinned to the top of my inbox so I am getting to those first but I get to everything. Thank you so much for your patience โค๏ธ๐
Ok so here are the videos I have for you :) If you enjoyed these please like this post and lmk if Iโm doing a good job on here, I always welcome feedback <33
*Contributors to this campaign shall receive:
$5 or more = ๐ฅบ thank you for appreciating my existence and content; I shall send you a surprise ๐ฅบ๐ even the small tips add up for me so I appreciate you dearly
$24 = Good Christian girl JOI follow up: see the body of Christ enter me and part my Red Sea ๐ ๐ฅต lots of dirty talk, touching myself with my fingers and giving myself an orgasm
$50 = Anime girl multi dildo experience: in my bed, I use three of them ๐ two Bad Dragon dildos and a vibrator ๐๐๐ This is seriously like the most I cum so holy shit if you wanna see me gush like a waterfall โฆโฆโฆ.. ๐ณ omfg
$79 = Creampie with tentacles ๐๐ ๐ฆ two (2) tentacle cumtube creampie videos + the shower video afterwards ๐ getting very very dirty and filthy, and getting clean ๐
$99 = bundle of all of the above โฅ๏ธ
$100 or higher = All of the above + BTS footage, and I mean A LOT of BTS footage ๐ค๐
if you enjoy listening to me talk and meta commentary and monologue whilst in various stages of nudity thereโs about two hours of content waiting for you* ! ๐
This will likely be (same as June when I only did one main content campaign) the only major til goal for July. My main priority this month is delivering a great art show.
If this can hit at least 1/4 of the goal by tomorrow morning Iโll post a sexy something from my trip taken by a very amazing photographer ๐ I rarely have pictures of myself taken and have enormous control freakism and body anxiety, but I think because the vacation was so lovely and extremely chill, these came out great. It was a personal highlight for the year. I highly believe that all people should have mandated vacation time yearly. Several times. Fuck capitalism and its stupid fuckin workaholism worship and hustle culture. Itโs important to work hard, but we are extremely overworked as a collective. I have much more to say about this and I write/rant about it all the time so โฆโฆโฆโฆ you know my stance on burnout. I also am finishing up a few articles I was writing for
๐ https://Cyber-Horny.com ๐
{click to read my writing! ^}
There is a lot to watch here! What did you think of these videos? ๐ฅบ
If these are not your vibe, you can request a custom video or specialized personalized service :) My tip menu is pinned to my profile. ๐
Thank you amazing people so much if you contribute to this even a small amount, it truly truly extremely means a lot to me, thank you for caring about my well being even if itโs in a shallow way that brings you porn and pleasure. Thank god for porn! โฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธ
๐ต๐พ๐๐๐ฝ ๐๐ป ๐ฑ๐๐๐๐ ... ๐๐ฝ๐'๐ ๐ถ ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐ท๐พ๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐
2022-06-30 12:29:38 +0000 UTC View Post๐ค๐ซ, ๐ฐ๐๐ถ ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐๐๐ ๐จ? โค๏ธ๐๐
๐ *Leave a little tip of $5 or + if you enjoy seeing me touching and spreading my juicy beautiful ass* โค๏ธ๐
๐ *If this gets some tips Iโll post a spanking ๐๐ and spreading ass shaking video* ๐
๐ธ๐๐ช๐ ๐๐ ๐ค๐ฅ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ช ๐ก๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ค๐๐๐ก๐๐ ๐๐ฆ๐๐๐ค?
2022-06-29 02:16:44 +0000 UTC View Post# U wanna see a FREAK? Lol
๐คฏTip me if u love freaky flexible girls๐ฐ
โขยดยฏ`โขยป ๐ ๐ฎ๐ฝo๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐ o๐๐ ๐โ๐๐ ๐o๐๐ ๐พ๐ป ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ถ๐๐๐ถ ๐๐๐ ๐o๐๐ ๐ ๐ฝo๐o๐๐๐ถ๐ ๐ฝ๐๐-๐๐ถ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐พ๐ธ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ถ ๐น๐พ๐ป๐ป๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐พ๐๐ ๐o ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ถ๐ ๐๐๐๐ป๐พ๐๐: ๐ฏ๐ฝ๐พ๐ ๐๐ฝoo๐ ๐๐ถ๐ ๐o ๐ป๐๐ ๐ ๐ ยปโข`ยฏยดโข
2022-06-28 05:30:28 +0000 UTC View Post(ใฃโโกโ)ใฃ โฅ ***Warning: shower video ahead โ ๏ธ it might get wet!!
I hope youโve been liking my posts so far, remember itโs free to smash the like button, helps me a lot, and takes two seconds. It shows me Iโm doing a good job on here, so if you like something pls engage with it thank youuuuu*** ๐งผ โฅ
# ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฒ๐ซ๐ ๐ถ ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ฆ๐ซ๐ข๐ก ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ฑ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฐ ๐ค
2022-06-27 12:20:07 +0000 UTC View Post# ๐ ๐ ๐พ๐ฃ๐๐๐๐๐๐ค๐ฅ๐๐ฃ......... ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐!!! โโขโฃโข โ ๐ ๐
2022-06-26 10:42:03 +0000 UTC View Post๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐น๐๐๐๐ธ๐ฝ๐๐น ๐๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐
*How do I look with my cute lil face getting absolutely drenched?* ๐ฆ
๐ฏ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ฝ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฝ... ๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐๐๐ ๐ป๐๐ ๐พ๐๐๐๐ธ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐พ๐๐ ๐ฎ๐น๐ฒ ๐ ๐พ๐ธ๐ ๐๐ป ๐๐?
2022-06-26 02:32:04 +0000 UTC View Post